picking up the mess ive done~

hey peeps..
hows ur weekend?
mine was so-so..ade ups and down.
the ups..
i went to the Simple Plan's concert..
wuhuu...fun i tell u...
pegi ng dila sumore..
harus la double syioknyee
the music,the arrangement,the guys..and i manage to shake2 my booty..
pardon the bad qualities of picca's
camera pick..harusla gitu quality nye
wakakakaka

the performance

us:fairy,john doe,taufiq,dila and me

another ups..hariz and chaq were in town last weekend.
we went jalan2 for the whole two days.
mane yer aku hangkot diorang?
let see,
stratford upon avon,starcity,city centre,german market

hariz and chaq

me and chaq

haha..menggedik lam train sengsorang..bleh?

the downs
berlakunye misunderstanding yang melibatkan ramaiiiii pihak
i never tot that his visits to birm would cost us so much trouble
not us..him literally
just to clear things up
kitorang kluar BUKAN berdua2an..there is always chaq..
ive had done nuthing to him
you guys blame him as if im such a paracite towards him
i am not that bad
i am changing
but my changes people tak notice.
fifah..buku awak saye dah abes bace..thanks
im working on my solah rite now..
kalau pillar tak betul,cemane saya nak betulkan yang laen2?
just so u know,
i didnt mind if it happens to be kitorang tak kawan dah
tapi just know,im not that kejam just to ditch him out of nowhere
dulu ari2 call,msg,ym
and then,jarang kitorang contact..
even ym pon jarang
saya dgr nasihat awak..im backing off for his own good
tapi saya takleh nak halang if he insisted on coming
trust me..kalau awak tak pecaye,tanyelah chaq..
i was delaying their trip since october
now,saya da delete da number die..
even ym die pon saya da delete
so jgn risau..
there will be no longer hariz-zatil dah
dulu saya admit,saya penah crush
once
and not that serious pon..kalau tak pecaye awak buleh tanye izza,my bestfriend
she knows
its not that serious..
tapi takkan la sbb pengakuan saya yang satu tu tros awak jadikan sbb nak hukum hariz turun birm..
saya sronok dia trun birm sama macam mane kawan2 saya yang laen turun birm jugak
so please,i do want to keep my privaacy
kesah me and hariz..no one else shuld know
unless been told by me,myself
okay,now i sound like pleading plak dah..
so saya harap this issue wont bother anyone anymore.
ive had enaf
ive just had enaf
and im not mad
i just
tired~

Comments

Izzatul Azma said…
kak
what happened ni?
ape yg dorang dh buat kt ko ni?
comee..tell me..sorry hari tu u bz dgr my prob..smpi i lupa nak tny yr prob..but that day u dont tell me about this..
u just citer bout ur super ex bf tu..
what happend?
make me curios..gimme a call okey?
or just buzz..

i tak puas ati okey selagi tak taw citer btol..

n sape2 plak yang bermulut jahat nk judge between u n hariz?

i know he's ur best buddy..always at ur side..ups and downs..
siapa org lain nak judge?
what's the prob? ape masalah hariz dtg birm jmp u?
like u said, bukan berdua2an..
ha..hambek ko..
aku tak dgr citer penuh lagi, dah nk geram2 like this okeyyy

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