c.r.y.i.n.g.m.y.h.e.a.r.t.o.u.t.l.o.u.d

huhu..
i need to get this feeling out of my chest
but yet i dont feel like writing
i was crying the whole day
mentally deprressed btol
talk to momma
lagi laaa..
meleleh lajuuuu je cam niagara falls
siap bleh lepas tgk wayang,
balik umah tros sambung balik adegan lap2 hingus
muahahahah
see,saye sgt pandai mengaver gejolak hati
anyhoo,peminat bond.
cite bond bestla
but ramai comment that casino royale lagi best
i dont know,
im not a bond's fan,remember?
please dont ask me why all the sudden i act like this
but i just missed my home
my family
i cant explain,whats the situation's like
its not that i cant,its hard
hard to make evrybody believe that it is DAMN hard to survive at aston okay
its hard just to pretend that im okay
and i didnt have anyone to talk to
ya..sure i have some mutual friends
but then
aku kan ngade2 plus manje
sape larat nak layan karenah aku nih
soklan lab assesment cam sial pon nak ckp ng org jugak
im so used in having hariz
wa..knape la aku kawan ng budak medic weh?
sian die..
aku meroyan tak pasal2 ng die

point of my story is

i hate hormones exchange..