missing my friend mode~

hey gurls~im still working on my AMV slide's which due besok..ntahla,mintak tlg incik pali,yela die kan tere bab2 fiziks nih..tapi too bad,tbe2 internet die problem(katenye la,which i think is bullshit!time nak tlg so called gf tau plak nak meragam kan internet tu,cube time die nk merengek2 tu..elok je internet tu)bencikla..da janji masalahnye,tak janji takpe..i siap mentioned lagi at first takleh takpe,but please jgn janji je..taknak,nak berie jugak tlg aku..ha skalik bile besok deadline,tbe2 die kate problem la bagai..memang aku hangen la..aku terlampau sedih sampai tak mampu nak memaki hamun dah,hahah..sbb slalunye memang harus die kene maki tu..kdg2,guys can be so selfish..aku call dari uk nih,die silambe je sound,saye nak tido nih..perghhh..ei,kalau igt2,ati den nih terbakar je tau..waa....guys!evrything is falling apart!my studies,my social life..i dont know..nih da nak dekat sminggu tak ckp ng my mom..die outstation..i miss my mom!i miss my fren also..apekah ini hanye conflict dalaman?tapi i really just cant handle it anymore..the lonelines and study..just hated it..zatil iman,u got to be strong!but i just cant..its killing me slowly~i always being lucky evrytime i went to sumwhere new..mesti akan jumpe org yang satu kepale..taayah,iic,sapura defence..i met many people but yet they are all the best..but here?why its seems so hard here..i just hate it here..except for the shoping and jalan2 time part..sume org kate "zatil kuat,zatil pandai,zatil tere,kalau tak takdela sampai uk,"pe lagi..tapi the truth is im not..okay?im just not..ni high time mental~nanti i apdet lagik~letak piccies jugak..da daaa