see things differently.

hey ho people!
am still breathing ( just so u guys would know)
the same air as you people.
but just lost in the world of a writer.
tu maknenye, darah penulis didalam diri tak brape nak kental.
haha.
Ive got so many idea to write.like seriously i do.
but then bile sign in blogger,
kapushh.hilang weh.
haha.
my life has been hectic(macam takde mende lain dah dalam kamus hidup)
hell yeah, hectic weh hidup sebagai seorang pensyarah.
antara2 acara yang membuat daku bz.

MASKOM 2011 @sabak bernam

haha.
but if i see things differently, its one of my opportunity to improve myself.
being new towards certain environment takes a lot of effort to adapt.
to avoid being stepped on.
to know the boundaries of helping.
to know whats right or wrong to say.
man, i'm nearly 3months into this teaching world
and still adapting.
hows that?
haha.
i just love to observe
thats why i love blog walking, but i hate leaving comments.
its just my habit.
doesnt mean i dont leave comment, i dont do blog hopping.
no, its a must-do in my diary.
seriously.
haha.hate here means lazy la nak tnggl komen.
not that hate hate.u know, hate benci.
haha
i am much a drama queen.
i love being in drama.
i admit that.
kalau tak, takdela i put up with the same man that treated me badly for 7 years
right?
and suddenly, i decided to really stop.
life is too short to wail on such loser.
its his lost.and hers.
before this, i'm one hell of a loud person.
tak caye, tanye cik izza kite.
aku kalau bab ngompat exbf die,sgt kaw2.
tak kire la exbf ke sape ke
whoever mess with her
i will definitely stand up and fight for her.
cumenye cik izza kite sgt matang.
die slalu akan let go.
she is that strong that sometimes i adore her.
and one thing i try to learn from her is
let.go.
one thing that is so damn hard to do.
im  happy now.
atleast, i know for a fact that im not gonna end up with that jerk, god-forbid.
all the tears for all these past years
its gonna be worth it.
and im not gonna shed one single tears for the same man.
and, i hope
someday, when im ready
i will find a better man.
that do care how i feel.
that love to hear i nag.(okay, i know this is quite imposible)
that love to be by myside 24/7
that love the fact that im not gorgoes, but only adorable(kahhh..sempat lagik)
that will be a good father to my children.
that....
willing to pay for my ptptn loan and car loan(kahh kahhhh...amin amin aminnn)
haha.
i know izza has found one.
and we(read: i and gg) loveee him to bits.
and we, have full confidence in him that he will make izza happy for the rest of her life.
and we, have full confidence that he will be a good father to our future god-son/god-daugther.
p/s: if i still want to be called k.zatil can ah?hahahahahaha
and we, finally believed that you have found your true one.
so, to anyone. i LITERALLY MEAN ANYONE.
whomever to mess with this couple.
in any way possible.
i hereby PROMISE to make ur life, misery as hell.
and believe me, you dont wanna mess with one zatil iman.
get it?
like i said.
i love to observe things.
if you think i being idle from the blog world, you are wrong behbeh.
i know every inch of details that evolving around me.
so suck it up bitch and stay the hell away from my best friend's happy life.
get me?
this is not a gentle reminder.

THIS my friend,
is what we called a WARNING!

Comments

Izzatul Azma said…
i love you sooo muchhhhh!! thanx for always be there for me~

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