when u taught everything is well..

untill everything in your world seems crumbling down
all u can see is a loser
staring u back
ur very own reflection
reminding u every single mistakes u make
or every road that u must've taken long ago
i think i missed home.
slalunye bile jiwa kacau nih
i will always consult my mother
i would call her
and somehow talked to her calm my senses
and makes the world i'd live in much more better than ever
and i was about to do the same thing
except my mom and my dad was having the time of their life.
they were dating and planning on catching up a movie.
so how would i jeopardize their little great escape
after those day-to-day hard work
that consist of looking out for me and my siblings
and earn money to feed us
i just didnt have the heart
and all the friends didnt seem that available
somehow i dialled alep's number.
talking to him makes me forget the pain
a little.
thanks lep.i heart you sbb sanggup dgr aku membebel sejam okek
and no,i still wont approve ANY silly idea you propose to do
u know what i mean right?
haha
lepas tu balik rumah,i talked to izza
somehow aku nanges teresak2 okay
yang stok merah2 hidung and bengkak2 mate
haha

so that makes me a not-so-cool panda with a swollen eyes and red nose
howww cuteeeeeeeee!!
grrrr~