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saye sgt mengantok didalam library ketika ini
adekah kerana nasik lemak yang telah dihadam
ataupon its just because its library?
haha..
zatil dgn library just dont blend well in one line
dila dah balik,nanem pon dah balik
and smalam semua org pon mengambil keputusan untuk kluar dari hidup zatil iman secare berjemaah
i dont know why
but its always like that
bile nak dtg...dtg skali banyak..
bile nak kluar,kluar skali harung jugak
ntahla..
aku rase hati aku nih dah cam tisu paper kene renyuk2 tu.
bleh imagine tak?
one time,he wants me
and suddenly im worthless?
just because i study in uk
and im sick of this "u are an overseas grad,u deserve better"
hello..
likee really helooooooooooooooooooo
dont u get it?
hine sgt ke degree aku nih sampai sume pon berlumbe2 tanak kawan ng aku?
berlumbe nak inferior ng aku
and yet i tot world doesnt evolves around things,classes,looks etc
cliche la weh
oh but wait..
just because im an overseas grad,i dont deserve to be happy?
and i know some of you will said thing like im to good for a man like pali
even i know my mom would say that
i know im a pathetic little ex gf who doesnt get over her ex
even dah beribu kali he dump me
he takes me back
and he dump me
he takes me back
he dump me
and round and round it goes
tapi tolongla..who can pull me out of this dark circle of my life?
tolonglaaa
i DO WANT to move on.
its just damn hard
DAMN hard to forget the past 5 years we had together
DAMN hard to start over with new people where i can only think bout him
DAMN hard to accept the fact that im one little pathetic ex who's been clinging to her ex just to get thru life
DAMN hard to accept that she a little too not over him?
DAMN hard to accept the fact that she's been blinding herself just to work things out between them?
haha..mesti sume org pon terkejut secare pukal..
eh kate single?
yes people,ive been sneakingly in contact with him
kire ala2 kekasih gelap la..
wakakakak..geli2
izza and my lil sis je yang tau
haha..ampun maaa
ni lah bahane tak ikut ckp mak
kan dah merane hati sendiri
but i figured..
to hell with you mohd fadzli aswan abu bakar
to hell with precious 5 years memories
to hell with zatil iman yang lembik
and
to hell with guys
im gonna show you mohd fadzli aswan..i do deserves better.
im gonna grad..and live happily ever after
WITHOUT you
get it?
okay people..its time to get drastic..
im gonna be drop dead gorjes(even tka brape gorjes la..but he'll see)
im gonna have a good job
a good family supporting me
and i ll prove..guys are just meant to be friends
because if they are not,they just turn into a jerk
thats human nature
lovers guy?na'a..not good..jerk!
friends?they'll be the best friend u wish u ever had
see..rite now aku tekad..
tgklaaa mohd fadli aswan abu bakar..u'll regret evry single shit uve done to me
and evry single bullshit u ever said to me
because life's too short baby
ckop la due tahun aku jadik joke kepada manusia bername mohd fadzli aswan abu bakar
and rite now..its time for revenge
coz next time u see my face
i hope it gives u hell..

moral of the story,hari nih aku pegi library dgn mate yang bengkak..
sriyes muke aku cam tenuk.
na carik tenuk spesis rare yang cumel tapi mate bengkak..dtg libray aston uni.
haha
gile tak berpekdah entry aku