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k.ija's engagement day

2012-02-11T20:02:00.001Z

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travel update.

2011-11-02T13:24:00.001Z

hey guys.
how is it been in the blogger world?
ive been busy trabeling these past few days.
fun.but tiring.
but stil.funnnnnn!
hahah
last week i have this one kursus i hv to attend in kl.
and then last monday,im off to perlis for somewhat they called a benchmarking visit to some of the community college there.
its a fun knowledge sharing experience.
so much you can learn.
and so much food to be eaten!
oh my god.
i think i just gained like 2kg okay balik je dr trip nih.
oh not to forget,i get to meet cik pinatt alsooo!
she is gorjes as always.
missing the good old days.
xsangke masing2 dah jadik lecturer.
kahkahkah.
next week im thinking of taking some time off.padehal baru je amek cuti last week.
kahkahkah.
my mom ajak berjimba2 di penang.
i bet its gonna be one hell of a seronokkk jimba ever!
hahah.
okay.need to shower
ill talk to you guys later!
till thenn.
daaa~

ps:enclosed together is some picture taken during the trip

pss:eh ade satu je gambar.kahkahkah.jadiklaa labuu.

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skyscrapper

2011-10-20T18:31:00.001+01:00

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I’m made of glass
Like I’m made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper! Like a skyscraper!

Go run, run, run
I’m gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear, yeah
Go run, run, run
Yeah it’s a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

this goes to whoever trying to tear.me down
i am not as strong as before
but i will not put my footdown
without fight.
i just need time
for some attitude adjustment.

ill become much more stronger
mark my words on this one!

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the verdict

2011-10-11T19:22:00.001+01:00

........
i succeedd.
wuhuuuu
yippi yippi hulahuppppp.
hahaha
i am so happy i cant describe the feeling
im just dropping in to tell you guys the gudnews!
haha.
till then.
natch2 people.

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dear diary.

2011-10-10T17:21:00.001+01:00

dear diary,
the world again has been cruel towards me.
call me drama quenn i dont care.
call ibu dan bapa
harusla kene ceramah.
Dear diary,
i am torn up between being nice or being bold.
i wanna be likeable.
but being likeable puts u in so much shit.
sriyesly.
so mucho okay.
if i be one bold person,
my life is going to be so much easier.
i can say whatever things that suits ne.
i can be bold.
if i want to.
but what if people hates me?
what if one day no one will like me?
i know i am making a big deal out of this.
i wish you can understand me.
and i know u wont judge me.
because you are my diary
you shuld be on my side,yes?
Dear diary,
decisions decisions.
hrmmmm.
bold?
nice likeable girl?
bold?
nice likeable girl?
okay.
im gonna stick to this.
Fuhhh.
im gonna be one ...........

to be continue.

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mr.moo

2011-10-09T17:15:00.001+01:00

hello.
i am mr.moo moo.
i am new.
miss iman has just bought me at the stationary store beside giant.
i am now her so called money keeper.
from now on she has swore to start saving some of her money
untuk masa hadapan yang lebih cerah.
err,handbag adekah dikire sbg masa hadapan?
hahah.
in case you havent notice,i am bored.
so hence the outrages updates in one day.
kahkahkah.
okbai.

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mr.moo

2011-10-09T17:13:00.001+01:00

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one happy untiee!

2011-10-09T04:47:00.001+01:00

tadaaaaaa.
meet the latest addition into azzah's familyy! :)
i am one happy untieeeee!
azzah delivered her baby boy yesterdayyy.
from the pic she send,you can totally tell that he looks adorableeee!
and yummeyhhh!
oh my god.cant wait to meet the new mommy of 2 and yummilicious baby boy.
thinking of going to visit today.
tapi as azzah is still mamai from her anasthethic,im thinking of going much later la.
plus the bundle of joy is stil kecik cinonet.
nanti untie iman tak dapat hold and ceyom2.
so untie iman dtg lambat sikit okay?
so azzah,congratulation on the newborn!
be well okayy?
as for baby boy,untie iman needs to get some shopping done.
hrmmm
now now,where can i find a baby boutique in t.intan?
till then.
toodle evryone!

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have you ever?

2011-10-09T04:34:00.001+01:00

have you like someone so much that you would do evrything posible to just get him to notice you?
have you like someone enough that whenever you saw a glimpse of him makes your heart flutter?
have you like someone so badly that sometimes when he hurts your ego,you just suck it up and smile?
have you like someone so bad that you are actually creating excuses just to see him?
have you like someone that when you heard he is sick/not well you feel like flying to be just beside him.
just to make sure he is okay.
have you like someone so much that one day you realised you have compromised too much?
have you like someone so much that whenever u set your heart to just stop liking him,the feeling just getting sronger?
have you like someone so much that it ache ur heart to just see him suffer?
have you like someone so so much that you'll settle with just being his friend and see him happy with someone else?
well.
i have.
and its gettin tiresome.
and maybe
just maybe,
its about time to stop.

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manners 101

2011-10-03T03:04:00.000+01:00

peoplee!
hows ur weekend?
enjoying much?
hehe.
i was in lumut for the weekend as i have this kursus thingy to attend to.
urgh.dont ask about the kursus.
it was a tad hellish as the kids are extra chirpy and laud which i LITERALLY have to shout.
just to be heard.
haha.
but all in all, i had fun.
being call kakak is fun you know?hahahahahahaha
ko boley?highlight mengajar kursus adelah org panggey haku kakak.
sungguh tak reti prioritize.
hahaha.
but i always have one weird funny feeling when im done teaching.
its like,did all the murid get what im teaching?
or did i teach them right?
ntah2 tak berbaloi diorang ni panggel aku mengajar sbb aku bukan pandai mengajar pon.
PARANOID ALERT : ACTIVATED!
haha.
mintak halal la ye murid2.
kakak pon insan baru belajar.
ahahahahahaahahaha.
okay.moving on.
as explanatory as the tittle gets,
i bump into one incidents that makes me ponder upon how manners actually presents yourself.
i was having dinner in mcd lastnite.
okay,masuk mcd.
beratur dengan aman.
i always give the person in front of me some spaces.
you know,i mean giving their own private space.
sbbnye haku tak suke kalau aku beratur,org blakang ni bratur macam nak mencium bontot plak.
hello.have you heard about personal space?
i knowla its public area.
tapi people do need their own space.
nak kluar kan duit dari purse ke.
contoh macam kat atm.
itu lagi takley blah eh duduk beratur rapat2.
mende tu privacyy kotttt.
kalau ko seinci blakang aku pon,tak dapat mempercepatkan proses.
lagi aku lambat ade.
ye,i am paranoid that way.
haha.
berbalik kepada cerite tadi.
tgh bratur2 nih, tibe2 ade satu pakcik nih datang mundar mandir.
and pap! die berdiri kat gap in between me and org depan tu.
aku mule la nak panas nih.
aku usha.
die gelisah2.die pegi kaunter belah kiri
mind you kaunter belah kiri tu dah tutup.
wah.guwe pon ape lagi.
terus rapat2 ng org depan tu.
sorry la pakcik.im not gonna let you cut the barisan.
just because you are so freaking rude.
if he come to me and say, "excuse me.im in a hurry.could you let me order first?"
thennnn ill be gladd to give him my position.
like seriously people.
how hard it is just to askkkk.
haiyohhh.
pastu pakcik nih panas kot.
die panggil one of the attendants
he ask something about the toys.
kakak ni pun tunjukla the toys and all that.
and suddenly he goes like "eh dik,PLAIN DOUBLECHEESE BURGER ADE TAK?"
and that time aku memang tgh usha shok punya laahh.
akak tu katelah ade.
pakcik ni boleh cakap ape tahu takkk rakan rakannnnnnn?
TAK BOLEH ORDER DULU KE?*with rude intonation*
like whatthehell man.
dont u see us who are patiently waits for our turn?
looking at the kakak's facial expression, i know kakak tu macam nak suro pakcik tu respect the queue
pastu pakcik nih campak mainan yang die tgh pegang kat kaunter and leave the kaunter
eh eh.biadap sangat eh pakcik nih.
i was thisssssss close of sound tepek pakcik nih.
seriously guys.
even attendant kat mcd have feelings.
nak2 lagi those yang kene keje malam.
tolongla.
org malaysia terkenal dgn budi dan bahasa.
jangan disebabkan anda pakcik.sume org pon dilabel sbg kurang ajar ataupon biadap.
sekian manners 101 saye pade hari ini.
happy mondays guys!

video test-the warblers

2011-10-01T03:39:00.001+01:00

jemahat yang indah

2011-09-30T08:05:00.003+01:00

antara hasil rembatan di guardian ditghari yang terik.
huwaaaaaa
guwe tensyen betul kalau masuk guardian nih
mestiii adeeeeee je mende yang TERbeli eh.
seperti contoh eye mask and rose mask diatas.
padehal mule2 masuk guardian nih
siap tepuk dada and convincekan diri senirik
"xpe.tmankan org.dont buy.dont buy.dont effing buy anything!"
by the time i say anything tu guwaa dh capai eye mask tu.
xdapek nak nolong eh.haha
damage hokey.damageee!
so i salute whomever who created guardian/watson
because it seriesly can put a hole in ur pockett.
sekian.
haha

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my best friend's wedding

2011-09-29T17:28:00.001+01:00

hey people.
its been a while since i write.
so hari ni as i were trying to fall asleep by counting biri2
i tot,hey.why not i blogged about izza's wedding.haha.
dah nak dkat sebulan dh kawan tu kawen.guwe baru hegeh2.hahaha
i went to berkampung at kuala kangsar as early as raya ketiga.
tolong prepare mane yang patut.
and i did her hantaran by myselfff.wohooo!
the congregration ceremony was sailing smooth.
with one lafaz,izza now is official a wife.
it felt sureal u know.
to be having ur besties as someone's wife.
well,im still adjusting to having to share her with someone else.
u see,ive been bitter these past few days.
seriesly.
smue org around me can feel that negative vibe ive been sending off.
i am being grumpy,clingy and not to mention moody.
and ive been suffering a major stomach pain that i think induced by stress.
hows that?
not cool okay.
haih.
okay.guwe dah kelaut.
so just enjoy the gambar2 eh.
im at lost of words.
haha
im gonna write again
soon.

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somewhere only we know

2011-09-28T15:14:00.001+01:00

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

test test

2011-09-08T17:52:00.001+01:00

im testing this new apps on mybaby s.

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dream wedding.

2011-07-27T06:55:00.000+01:00

Today is my boring day and being an extra chirpy girl today

i decided that i would do an entry on my wedding i would like to have.

or in the simplest way is,my dream wedding.

eceh.

1.Theme or color code: Pink, Fuchsia, Green, Plum, Yellow/ Mustard

2.The dais : Simple and minimal deco with a panel of fresh flowers.

3. My Nikah Attire : A nice baju kurung would do,be it kurung pahang or moden kurung paired with a pair of satin pumps. And to compliment the nice kurung, a bouquet of lily would be just purrfect!

4. My Reception Dress: A flowy, tiered, and fluffy dress

hrmm.niceeee~

all i need to do now is find myself a groom.

err,anyone?

okbye.

blackOUT oh BLACKout

2011-07-04T12:08:00.000+01:00

hai kawan2!
apa kabar semua?
adekah sehat?
moga sehat-sehatlah hendaknye.
hari ni sempena dgn perasmian berokband terbaru ku
cheq boh la sebijik entry noh?
bukan nak belagak ada berokband.
org pakai berabad zaman dah.
tapi kukagum la kata di.gi punya line laju hoih kat t.intan.
bagusla org kuning nih *clap2*
oh.nak dijadikan ceritera chenta
smalam blok guwe blackout derr.
slalunye die blekaut manje2 je.
sesaat blekaut,pastu terus ade balik letrik nye.
dah la wa tgh setting chantekk punyaa nak mandi nih.
wa tunggu semenet.
takde.
due menet.
TAKDE HOIHHHHHH.
wa panik.
like HARUSLAAAA kannn
time tu dah kluar la peluh jantan betina sume.
tenangkan diri zatil iman.
i gathered myself up.
took the house key and my handbag.
nekad pegi my colleague punye rumah.
DGN PAKAI KAFTAN HOIH.
kutakpedulikdahtimetu.
dah la pagi beforenye tu pi bagussss tgk cite karak.
kahkahkah.
hamekkawww.
moral of the story here:-

ALWAYS HAVE SPARE CLOTHES IN YOUR CAR.

kahkahkakhakahakhakhakhaka.IZZA,yeah.you can stop laughing now.LIKE SERIOUSLY.hahahahahahahahaha

sekian terima kasih.
entry yang penuh dgn kesalahan tatabahasa dan kecelaruan identiti diri :)

by myself

2011-06-02T07:10:00.000+01:00

morningg people!
had ur breakfast already?
i had nasik lemak with teh ais.hehe
the beauty of living in malaysia huh?
when i was in UK, my breakfast would only be bagels, cereals or even English breakfast.
dull but yums!haha
tapi slalunye brunch terus.haha
hehe.
............................

that was this morning when i have so much to say, yettt lotsa lotsa work to do.
and now here i am
still trying to remember what is actually my point pagi tadi yang menyebabkan aku rase nak menulis
hahah!
oh, today as immah is busy like usual and azzah need to attend a meeting in ipoh,
i had lunch by myself.
where i kept receiving very different response to.
some said,kesiannyaaa
some said,takde kawan ke?
err,bukankah daku selalunya seperti ini?
before i had azzah, immah or whomever else to teman daku makan?
haha.
hell, ive been alone for a solid 3 years that i think im getting used to it by now.
and to tell you truthfully, i really dont mind.
i mean, is it that odd to eat or groceries shopping or tgk wayang all by urself?
i used to do that ALL THE TIME when i was doing my degree.
boring but quit fun i must say.
but only if you do it ocassionally.
tapi kalau dah macam tahap hari2 tu, bosan la jugak
but i am immune to it.haha
.....................................................

on the other note,
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO START TO GO TO THE GYM.
and i mean SERIOUSLY SERIOUS.
and i meant this,zatil iman.
u better get your fat ass and start exercising!

sekian terima kasih.

life is a race.

2011-05-25T01:39:00.000+01:00

heloooooo*echoes*
ehem2.
hi all.in case u forgotten about me already*because of the lack of update*
let me introduce myself again
name saya zatil.
anda boley panggey saye zatil erm..comel.
hahah.
gosh.its been a while huh?
my life is so dull that i dont have anything to write anymore.
but lately i found one spark that might as well intrigue me to write again.<--ayat pancing org.haha
this blog used to be a very very personal space for me.
a place where i can be anonymous and just write whatever comes to me mind.
okay,not so much la when i used real name character.
but still, as i am not one popular blogger if you must say.
and im happy and contented with my life.
im not always lucky in love, but i am blessed to have a very loving and beautiful family.
so, scene2 aku-minat-one-guy-and-then-that-guy-tak-pandang-aku-pon adelah slalu sgt terjadi dlm hidup guwe.
haha.
tambahan pula,sayep ni pemalu org nye.
in terms of approaching la.
i can just gilaaaa minat kat one personnn
tapi name nak approach,erm,sgt susah.
nak nak lagi when i know theres other person who likes him too.
i can be all like"takpela,im not as pretty or as nice as those other.so diam2 minat sudah"
so what happen is, i will just sit quietly observing that person yang aku minat.
kadang2 tu, i can go crayzee over little details like..
"wehhh...dotdot senyum kat akuuuu"
"wehhh...harini kitorang pakai baju samee"
"wehhh...harini aku pegi ofis die lalu bertindak sperti seorang mongek krane glabah"
"wehhhh....harini kitorang meeting and i see him sitting in front of his peminat.frust guwe."
(ini adelah contohla ye.tiada kene mengena dgn yang hidup mahupon yang mati)
haha.gile,i know.tell me about it.
yang slalu jadik mangse daku adelah izza and my sister.
and i can be all giddy, and no one larat nak layan haku.tsk tsk.
but again,im lucky okay at least my bestfren and my sister nak layan gedikness aku sengsorang.
fuh.panjang mukadimah i,youuuu
haha.kembali kepada point utama.
so, a person like me, doesnt even entitled to be considered as a competitor.
you dont have to mentally abuse me just to let me get the idea that it is imposible for a guy to like me.
ye makcik, wa tau wa tak cantik.
so,you dont have to pasak that idea into my brain like EVERYDAY.
seriously, i get the idea okey?
why do u think im keeping cool as for evrytime u mesej me that he goes out with you la
when you show me ur conversation history on ur phone la.
when you DARE to say he's not interested in kluar with me as he was messaging you all the way when we were out.
adoih.
penatla hokeh nak rase down dgn diri sendiri.
penat nak rase im not worth it and there would be nooo guy will like me.
seriously.penat.
fuhh.lame dah tak buat entry meluahkan prasaan.cecebabb.
ahahaha.
izza pon tau,slagi aku boleh endure, ill endure the pain.
tapi, when aku tak larat,that is the best signal to shut up.
to all the mean girl outthere, stop abusing others mentally.
seriously, we know where we stand.
sekian entry emo pade kali ini.
and maybe, just maybe
i will be writing soon :)
tata girls!

chasing pavement

2011-04-20T08:58:00.000+01:00

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements

Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
-Adele-

see things differently.

2011-03-22T06:14:00.001Z

hey ho people!
am still breathing ( just so u guys would know)
the same air as you people.
but just lost in the world of a writer.
tu maknenye, darah penulis didalam diri tak brape nak kental.
haha.
Ive got so many idea to write.like seriously i do.
but then bile sign in blogger,
kapushh.hilang weh.
haha.
my life has been hectic(macam takde mende lain dah dalam kamus hidup)
hell yeah, hectic weh hidup sebagai seorang pensyarah.
antara2 acara yang membuat daku bz.

MASKOM 2011 @sabak bernam

haha.
but if i see things differently, its one of my opportunity to improve myself.
being new towards certain environment takes a lot of effort to adapt.
to avoid being stepped on.
to know the boundaries of helping.
to know whats right or wrong to say.
man, i'm nearly 3months into this teaching world
and still adapting.
hows that?
haha.
i just love to observe
thats why i love blog walking, but i hate leaving comments.
its just my habit.
doesnt mean i dont leave comment, i dont do blog hopping.
no, its a must-do in my diary.
seriously.
haha.hate here means lazy la nak tnggl komen.
not that hate hate.u know, hate benci.
haha
i am much a drama queen.
i love being in drama.
i admit that.
kalau tak, takdela i put up with the same man that treated me badly for 7 years
right?
and suddenly, i decided to really stop.
life is too short to wail on such loser.
its his lost.and hers.
before this, i'm one hell of a loud person.
tak caye, tanye cik izza kite.
aku kalau bab ngompat exbf die,sgt kaw2.
tak kire la exbf ke sape ke
whoever mess with her
i will definitely stand up and fight for her.
cumenye cik izza kite sgt matang.
die slalu akan let go.
she is that strong that sometimes i adore her.
and one thing i try to learn from her is
let.go.
one thing that is so damn hard to do.
im happy now.
atleast, i know for a fact that im not gonna end up with that jerk, god-forbid.
all the tears for all these past years
its gonna be worth it.
and im not gonna shed one single tears for the same man.
and, i hope
someday, when im ready
i will find a better man.
that do care how i feel.
that love to hear i nag.(okay, i know this is quite imposible)
that love to be by myside 24/7
that love the fact that im not gorgoes, but only adorable(kahhh..sempat lagik)
that will be a good father to my children.
that....
willing to pay for my ptptn loan and car loan(kahh kahhhh...amin amin aminnn)
haha.
i know izza has found one.
and we(read: i and gg) loveee him to bits.
and we, have full confidence in him that he will make izza happy for the rest of her life.
and we, have full confidence that he will be a good father to our future god-son/god-daugther.
p/s: if i still want to be called k.zatil can ah?hahahahahaha
and we, finally believed that you have found your true one.
so, to anyone. i LITERALLY MEAN ANYONE.
whomever to mess with this couple.
in any way possible.
i hereby PROMISE to make ur life, misery as hell.
and believe me, you dont wanna mess with one zatil iman.
get it?
like i said.
i love to observe things.
if you think i being idle from the blog world, you are wrong behbeh.
i know every inch of details that evolving around me.
so suck it up bitch and stay the hell away from my best friend's happy life.
get me?
this is not a gentle reminder.

THIS my friend,
is what we called a WARNING!

random bitchy bites

2011-03-08T02:43:00.000Z

rase tak skarang cuace panas2?
haha.
kalau nak pegi lunch tu, memang sauna bontot ah skejap.
nak plak sume kerete2 colleague i sume leather seat youuu.
fuh.terbaik sauna nye.
dari dulu kan, i always wanted to do a post on random things that i dont like.
for instance,while im driving.
i hate seeing kids on motorcycle without helmet.
like seriously guys.
dah la tak pakai helmet, pastu bawak motor cam haram.
oh this kind of people make my blood go upstair.
you are jeopardizing a kid's life mannn!!
haha.
see, aku emo.
trust me.
you dont wanna be with me in a car
as i cursed a lot while im driving
not curse la, more onto babbling.
haha
sedar tak sedar, its already march.
how time flies,right?
before you knew it, its already september.
and god knows how exciteed i am for september.
haha.
shocking-pink kurung,come to mammaahhh!
sedar tak sedar jugak its been nearly two month since i started work here in teluk intan.
im adapting well towards the environment.
except for the fact that i dont get paid until the end of this month.
grrrrrr.
march is also a busy-bee moment for me.
got to attend to so many things
but at the very least, all those things kept me from thinking some random stupid things
something like
an ugly relationship i've had.
the 7years i will never get back.
the heartache.
the tears.
dont you know that crying is the most tiring things we could ever do?
just thinking about it makes me drowsy.
it might be hard to move on
and people might get hurt along the way
but for the time being,
im focusing more on doing myself.
im gonna be selfish and put myself first
and i believe im gonna be okay
that everything's gonna be okay
super okay!
hehe.

to whom it might concern,
Allah itu Maha Adil.
you'll get your bahagian when the time comes
Amin

t.e.r.r.i.f.i.e.d

2011-02-21T08:47:00.000Z

You by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world
Full of wrong
Your the thing thats right
Finally made it
Through the lonely
To the other side

You set it again
My hearts in motion
Every word feels
Like a shooting star
Im at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows
Burning in the dark
And Im in love
And Im terrifed
For the first time
And the last time
In my only life
Life

This could be good
Its already better than that
And nothings worse
Than knowing your holding back
I could be all that you need
If you let me try

You set it again
My hearts in motion
Every word feels
Like a shooting star

Im at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows
Burning in the dark
And Im in love
And Im terrified
For the first time
And the last time
In my only life

I only said it 'cause I mean it
Oh I only mean it
'Couse its true
So dont you tear
What I've been dreaming
'Couse it keeps me up
And holds me close
Whenever Im without you

You set it again
My hearts in motions
Every word feels
Like a shooting star
Im at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows
Burning in the dark
And Im in love
And Im terrified
For the first time
And the last time
In my only life
Life, life
In my only life

sorry for the lack of update.

been busyy.

here and there.

so, while im busy catching my breath, ill leave u guys with terrified

by katherine mcphee

which im sooo hooked up by it now.

enjoy! ;)

broken arrow

2011-02-11T03:13:00.002Z

What do you do when you're stuck,
Because the one that you love,
Has pushed you away,
And you can't deal with the pain?
And now you're trying to fix me,
Mend what he did,
I'll find the piece that i'm missing,
But I still miss him,
I miss him, i'm missing him,
Oh I miss him, I miss him i'm missing him

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

He's the thorn in my flesh
That I can't take out
He's stealing my breath
When you're around,
And now you're trying to convince me,
He wasn't worth it,
But you can't complete me,
He's the part that is missing,
I miss him, I'm missing him,
Oh I miss him I miss him, i'm missing him,

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

What do you do
When your heart's in two places?
You feel great but you're torn inside.
You feel love but you just can't embrace it,
When you found the right one at the wrong time.

And you're
Sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

-pixie lott-

From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/broken-arrow-lyrics-pixie-lott.html

its all about me me me me..

2011-01-27T04:53:00.004Z

Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him

And he's all about me, me, me, me, me

And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang

About nobody-e-e-e

Never ever met a guy so fly
Got me hooked like apple pie, I
Think I'm falling and I don't know why
But I won't fight these butterflies

And I swear what we have is just super cool
The way he's always in my head like a Bluetooth
I got a text from him, he said come through
Told me that he wants to kick it, Kung Fu
Don't do nothing much at all
Just we and his boys watching football
He asked for a kiss (Muah) So I gave him two
He said, "Well, thank you, baby," I said, "You're welcome, boo"

-Auburn-

oh my god!

this song is like SUPER CUTE.

its officially on repeat in my playlist.

make me wanna fall in love again and again and againn.

god,please let me be in love.

please help me move on.

to be not in love is just plain shucks.

boley pegi bukit cerakah jalan2, naek beskal, tgk sunset.ecehh

feeling2 rumantis gitu.

ye dok cik sweethoney?

and do listen to this song, okek peeps?

its titled All about him by Auburn.

a little note on work side*sigh*

i dont think im doing such a good work in delivering lecture

i'm having a very hard time translating words from English to Bahasa

i mean, i'm not even that good in English

but yet for some word that sometimes its so familiar in English

caused me juggling and stutter.

for instance, what in the hell literature review suppose to mean in Bahasa?

and thanks to urs truly for not knowing,i need to ask my pairing partner in class

which makes me look more inexperienced than ever in front of my student

so not cool!

and fyi, literature review in bahasa would be KAJIAN LITERASI.

okey zatil iman, take note.

noted.

and i have HARD TIME starting the class and ending them

the situation would be like this

Mule kelas

*zatil masuk kelas*

*zatil tanye student: dah breakfast belom?*

(yeah i know.how lame is it?tell me about it!grrr)

Abes kelas

*zatil blah dari kelas sambil slowly said thank you kelas which hardly can be heard by the whole class*

tak masuk lagi bab aku tulis kat whiteboard campur2 bahasa and english

and keep rubbing the words when i noticed its in english.

looking like a total idiot.

haha

its hard being an educationists, u know?

but i'm still new in this area.

so theres more room to grow and be excellent.

and i'm gonna try my best.

caiyok cik iman!

spelling mistakes

2011-01-24T14:43:00.001Z

why does it have to be my name?

everytime, everywhere

damn!

seriously, i get this kind of mistake a LOT that i stop bother about it anymore.

haha

people,

its NUR ZATIL IMAN!!!!

new life.

2011-01-23T13:00:00.000Z

erm.how do i start?

i seriously have this major critical thing not being able to start things up.

namely everything.

conversation kah, blog kah, berkawankah

sama serupa sahaja.

oh oh..i am now officially a goverment servant.

hahah.

erm, the feeling?

a bit sad as i was posted in teluk intan.

yeah,i know.

teluk intann wehhh

why in the hell i must go back to perak?

like seriously?

adoihai.

so far teluk intan and its people has been very nice and helpful.

been trying to settle in teluk intan.

oh tuhan.tulunglah hamba mu ini.

dahla im staying alone.

so for the time being, nabilah is here to teman diri ku ini.

aku tataula.

dari zaman degree, kpt suke maen campak aku sorang2 tau.

sedey betul.

nevertheless, i miss my home so muchhh.

my parents and my adek2 to be spesific.

padehal baru tige hari dok teluk intan.

hahahahahaha

lempang aku pelisss.

im trying to apply for teacher's quarters*finger crossed*

as my current rumah sewa is, erm how do i put this nicely..hujung?

gile lah.

it takes 15-20 minutes DRIVE to my office.

for non-traffic affected area, itu adelah jauh

sile tau

hahaha.

oaky.

nak pegi iron baju.

tata sume orangggg

ehehehe

stay true

2010-12-12T16:27:00.000Z

i was on this topic ages ago
but i couldn't bring myself to write it.
as it bring pains to my heart
i am just wondering,
how hard it is to stay true?
or in my context, it would be men .
like is it too hard to stay true to your gf?
even your wife?
is it fun to double timing your loved one?
or was the relationship just getting plain bored and you just opt to cheat instead of breaking up?
i mean, i get it.
relationship sometimes bores you.
we fought. we stay away from each other for quite sometime.
we even ngumpat each other to our besties.
but does it have to be cheating?
come on.
ive seen how people hurt by this cheating-kind of people
i myself experience it first hand.
what bothers me is, i dont even care about the other girl
i just dont like the fact that ive been cheated.
normal kah?
i mean, tipu la tadek rase hurt tu kan.
tapi, the rage is wayyy more inflicted in myself rather than the hurt.
get it?
like, how stupid you think i am?
ade jenis tu plak, dah kantoi terang2 nih
lagii nak menafikan
and ignore the fact that die dah kantoi maut punye.
and this kind of people,paling bahyeee wohh
sbb die punye auta, pehhh
you almost can believe it
but if you think wisely using your logic,
then you'll see the lies is unbearably stupid
haha.
i just hope, my keturunan or my friends would not be one of the cheating-kind victims.
maybe, its too hard too accept the fact that your so called "the-one" screwed up
your brain starting making excuses for them
sigh.
okay.tibe2 takde idea.

till then.
tadaa~

birthday treat

2010-12-08T18:43:00.000Z

hey peeps.
guess what?
a very much belated happy birthday to myself!
clap clap
haha..
there goes another year for nur zatil iman
let see if i achieve much this year?
hrmm..
oh hell yeah
i managed to finished my degree!
thats a pretty much an achievement, no?
so yeah,all in all my 24th years of my life is THE awesomest ever
.and what''s great even more about it is, i get to spend every bit of it with family and friend
and to get the opportunity to spend it with this girl?
EVEN MOREEE AWESOME!!
and babe, thanks for the advance birthday treat and birthday-detoxing-massage!
i heart you even more okay.
because you are the coolest girl in the whole wide world
i could go to any other parts of the world
but i'd still chose you as my bff.
you know why she is the coolest friend ever?
for instance, i was calling her
crying about the same bastard who ruined my life all over again
the same whole story repeated again and again to her ears for yearssssss
where she has constantly reminding me of how jerk is this guy
she would still consoled and telling me that its okay
i'm gonna be okay
rather than slap it in my face with a "i-told-you-so" while she had the chances
i should be bless for this kind of friend right?
i must do something right that i deserve her as a friend.
so thank you God.
thank you for giving me such perfect kind of friend
and a very happy family to be the backbones of zatil iman.
i might be dumb to be fooled again and again
but atleast i have them, always there to help me picking up the pieces
so yeah, a great 24th years of my life!
cheers everyone!
*wink2*

and remind me again why do i need a guy?

2010-11-06T11:04:00.000Z

hey peeps!
how are you guys?
my life is finee.despite kerja and what not
weewitt
dah boleh masukkkan kerja dalam vocabulary hidupp
hahah
who knows lepas ni bley masukkan vocab boyfie?or fiancee perhaps?
hahaha
in my dreams!
so not kene ng tajuk okekk!
my point being..
aritu ive got my first gaji.
not that this is my first job or something
tapi still
the feeling of spending your own money without even have to consult anyone to buy whatever you feel necessary(including unnecessary stuff in other's eyes)
i've spent it BIG time on make up collection.
haha
i JUST LOVE spending money on make ups
its like my own personal investment.
you see,i am not born with baby-like face skin
i have very problematic skin
where people get concerned just to see im make-upless
they will start shoving me tons of skincare product
hello,i know i have problematic skin and i am working on it peopleeee
stop shoving me your product!
haha.
emo tibe2.motif?
anyways,dgn gaji ku itu
i spent it on some b.e.n.e.f.i.t.'s stuff
which turns to be the ever awesomest thing everrrr
you should go to benefit counter and try their girl.meets.pearl and that.girl range
gosh!
i am so in love with them that i wear them almost every day to work.
haha..
so much for natural beauty huh?
as for work,i have nothing much comment on it.
there is some silly incidents here and there
but i chose not to brag about it.
i meant,why talk about a bunch of stupid kid who just about to learn to be independent right?
my phase were long gone.
teeheee.
and ive got nobody to prove myself to.
so,hence th etoast!
haha.
okay,im babbling
see you again when finger meets keyboards.
(and i cannot promise you when)
hehe
toodles people!

random.bitch.bite

2010-10-20T22:38:00.000+01:00

ouh helow to my so called blog!
haha..
gile lame tak menulis.
the thing is,i dont have anything to write into this precious blog.
because my life is simply plain bored.
ever since i come back my life was practically been the same
makan.makan.and more makan.
and that explain a whopping 4kgs weight gaining.
but i did exercise.
for a moment.
then i stop.one of the reason is because i got a job offer
which leaves me with no option of exercising.
ahaha
what an excuse eyh?
oh dan dgn itu,saye mahu mengumumkan yours truly sudah bekerja y'all..
skarang masih didalam training di menara tm,bangsar.
kerja?boleyla.masih didalam training kan.
heaven je la.
tataula bile dah keje betul okey ke tak.
but i think it should be okay.
training lame2 kalau tak okay,apelah gunanya.
betul tak rakan2?
i seriously need the urge to date.
because i think im starting to lose it.
singleness is awesome,did you know?
except for the part yang boring is
takde partner mahu ngedate2
yang mahu melayan karenah ngade2 kite.
which i find is still bearable for the time being.
this weekend my auntie is getting married.
and im going back to penang naik ketapi yooo!!
kerana daku mengerjakan diri di hari jemaat itu.
tsk tsk
sungguh sadis
haha
er,sungguh lame gile tak naik train ktm.
nerves plak rsenye.
dari kerja,pegi ke single,pergi ke date,perg ke makcik kawen
that shows how random and unrelated things are.
urgh
so better stop now.
da daaa!

single,engaged and enjoying every moments of it!

2010-10-07T21:36:00.000+01:00

hey peeppsss
haha..
its been freaking long time i havent update this blog
well,can i say life's been keeping me up?
haha
how are you people?
ive been good
been treating myself to lotsa food spread
raya kan
open house sana sini
actually,i was sleeping.
tibe2 i have this one gut my feeling in my stomach
and makes me bangun,layan youtube and decide to make an entry bout this matter thats been bothering me for days.
not days actually
weeks.
i dont know if i should tell you this.
but a friend of mine is getting engaged.
let me rephrase that.
a VERY GOOD friend of mine is getting engaged.
we've been friend for nearly a decade.
although we have been separated by the high seas countless of time
we remain best friend until now
we can be silent from each other for like a century(couple of weeks considered as century in our time terms.exaggerate,i know.haha)
thats life.
work,love or anything can keep some friendship at distance.
but we stay strong
we never stray.
we'll catch up like noone business
i love having sleep over.
you know,having such a protective set of parents
makes it pretty much impossible to just go and hang out with anybody
but my besties?
they completely understands the situation.
sometimes,they know its too hard for me to hang out
they will just come to my house and having a sleep over at my place.
they are amazing that way,i know
the moment i knew the news i was so excited i cant breathe.
i am so happy for her.
no,i was over the moon for her.
she has suffered major heart-breaks in the past and deserves someone to make her really happy.
she.deserves.it.big.time.
and as soon as i hang up the phone.
reality hits me.
it hits me real hard.
i am happy for her.
but now
im gonna have to share her with someone else.
i am so wanna have her for myself.
sharing is not fun.
i am selfish,i know.
ive been shushing this feeling ever since.
trying to sound happy.
and now,its 2 days before her engagement party.
i know im sad and everything but i shouldnt let this feeling stay.
(i wrote those 2days before izza,s engagement party but couldnt post it as it makes me sad)

now thats its been 6 days since izza left her singleness period with a title of someone's fiancée.
i cant explain the feeling i felt
the moment i saw her face.the moment i saw iim's (izza's fiancée) face
that moment,that my sadness suddenly vanished.
and i know,for once that this man is gonna make my friend is so happy!
so why in the hell i am grieving?
so,congratulation guys!

to izza,

at first you didnt have any idea how hard it is for me to let you go.

because i kept it well hidden.

but as for now,i am happy and contented

that you are someone's fiancée

iim's fiance.

i could tell he is a very good guy

thats why we your besties liked him from the very first moment we met him.

i wish you all the sweetness in tempoh bertunang

and remember,

no matter how a fiancee you are

even a mother

i will always be your back bone throughout your cycle of life.

last but not least,

"When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are"

congrats hun!

disclaimer:gambar adelah dicuri dari blog anda ye cik madu manis.

raya and things

2010-09-01T23:23:00.000+01:00

hey people..
lame sangat rasenye diri ini menyepi.
its not that i dont have time to update
its just that i dont know what and how to write anymore
its like,at one time am thinking to much stuff in the head that i lost in the form of word to express it in my writing.
haha
get it?
like right now.
tadi aku melambak ide bernas yang nak ditulis.
tibe2 je rase cam nak publish post camni je
boley?
on other note,i spent my merdeka day with izza.
sleep over at her homey.
sembang tak hingat dunia adelah satu kemestian and we did watch jennifer's body together.
gross lah cerita tu.
oh,kitorang buke puase kat jusco balakong and catch a movie titled Grown Ups together
keesokkan harinya.we go for a rejuvenating body massage at midvalley
mak aihh
sriyesly..saket gilaaaaaaaaa
akak tu try to unfold all the simpul2 in my urattt
meliang lentuk badan kuuu
menahan saket
tsk tsk
haha..tapi lepas tu badan rase ringan gile.best!
disyorkan pergi.
oh skarang sriyesly sgt horror tgk badan sendiri kat cermin.
need.to.be.kurus.STAT!
urghh
tensyennnnn!!

new terror.

2010-07-28T05:18:00.000+01:00

oh.my.god.
its like the longest nighttttt ever!
i have never encountered this kind of "interuption"
and believe me,im not that kind of person who scares easily.
like seriously.
my nature,i ALWAYS tak tido or tido lambat
tak caye,tanye la people who around me
my dad slalu marah sbb im the only daughter that LOVE to sleep late.
like really late.
pastu boleh slambe pegi toilet kat bawah rumah dgn slambe nye sorang2.
boley tgk cite hantu tanpe memikirkan ape2 later at night.
boley tinggal rumah sorang2.
steady bebb.
bukan berlagak or anything,tapi alhamdulillah la.
sbb kalau takot susah nak idup weh.
tapi last night it changes everything.
i dont know if it because of my jet lag or what
tapi like i said before,i can never stay up way past 1 am in the morning.
tapi smalam,i slept early.
like really early.
kol 8 lebey kot.
pastu dalam kol 10 tu bangun makan,sbb lapar
ahahahahaha
(lapar tatap lapar plak tuhh)
so after makan tu,i online la kejap.
check all the necessary things.
pastu in between tu adelah adegan2 tersembam depan laptop kan.
and SUDDENLY
i started hearing things.
oh god.
kejung diatas katil kejap.
tried to ignore.
ignore.
dan terussskann mengignoreee zatilllll.
hohohhhhh
gegel lutut kejap wa ckp luuuu.
haihh..
mencik tauu..
so malam ni kawan2,
zatil iman harus tido awal.
sekian terima kasih

new home.new life.

2010-07-26T23:59:00.000+01:00

hey peeps.
its been a while since i've been home.
haha..xdela a while pong.
sminggu baru.
haha..i dont know if it were for the jetlag but i can never stay up way past 1 am in the morning.
like seriously weh
i dont know if am tired or what
but it feels good actually to be sleeping like a normal person
last monday,adelah super crayzeee..
dgn menghangkot due bag beroda yang like superrrr berat
i dont know how i managed from cardif to heathrow.
thank god everything went smoothly.
we checked out M.a.s golden club lounge after check in
my bag was like 33 kilo and nanem's bag even worse
38 kilos wa ckp lu
tapi lepassss..phew~
naseb baik tauu
the flight didnt seem that long after all.
yelah,kate selesa,harusla tak trase sgt 12 jam tu.
then my dad picked me up at KLIA.
oh.my.god.
i dont know how to describe the feeling.
to be breathing the same air with my family
what a relief.
and that is why i have been a little bit homey this past week since im back
malas keluar,malas contact sape dan memang sgt malass nak buat number telepon baru
haha
tapi dalam pade malas tu,smpat lag la aku membuat surprise kepada izza.
haha
babe,anda adelah super comel okeh.
haha
kualiti entry adelah cam haram.
its like tulisan yang dibuat2
i hate it when at first i have the urge to write and in the middle of it all the urge seems to be farrrr gone.
urghhh
so,adelah lebey baik memberhentikan diri sendiri sebelom menjadik annoying pade org lain.
take caree
toodles~

err..hello?

2010-07-18T01:52:00.000+01:00

hey ho peopleee!
how are yaaa?
im in the bestest state of mind.
know why?
ive graduatedddddd peoplee!
all the penat jerih worth at last.
oh not to mentioned,ive graduated with honours also yo!
so who's laughing now?
heheh..
i never felt this good.
even the betrayal(which i will make as a whole special entry later) can never take this happiness out of me.
the moment i shook the chancellor hands and upon hearing my name as one of the award receiver.
felt like i was flying on the stage.
its a pity tho that my parents weren't there but they know the fact that im on the stage that day entirely because of them.
i have a very cool set of parent you know?
my mom and my dad who never at all give up supported me
comes hell or whatever.
they will stick until the end.
and i guess that is parent's nature.
oh did i tell yaaaaa im going back home?
my flight is due this monday
and i cannot wait to hug my mom and salam my dad.
oh god.miss them.
and girlfriend,wait for me okay
we are going to have a serious catching up to do.
and last but not least.

now officially an Aston Graduant.pheww~

H.a.p.p.y

2010-07-08T00:17:00.000+01:00

Hey ho people!
How are ya?
I'm gooood!!
In fact,I'm SUPER good!
Haha..my days are filled with good laughter and fooodd.
Oh god,seriously I must've gain thousands of kilos here.
But what the heck,its among my few days left here.
So bring it on beybeh.
Tomorow I'm gonna go Cornwall.
Yeay me!
Tapi adelah sedikit sedeyh la germans kalah semi tadi.
Should be better.
Tapi its okay.
I'm gonna root for spain now.
Hehehh..
So for conclusion,I'm happy for now.
And that happines doesn't even conclude that bastard named fadzli aswan.
I am so relief that FINALLY I'm off the hook.
Kesian his gf.
I'm used to be that stupid but I'm done being stupid.
I tried to warn her but what do I get?
Pegi ngadu wa ckp lu.
Siap aku kene sound ng that son of a bitch.
So memang elok la korang berdua end up together.
Fullstop.
Eh ehh..happynyeee sayeeee.
These past few days I slept with a smile on my face.
I didn't know how to explain,but I'm gonna enjoy every minute of his moment.
See ya girls!
:)
Sent using BlackBerry® from Orange

In between

2010-07-04T20:35:00.000+01:00

Fuuhh..
Gilalah aktivitiku penuh spanjang kat cardif nihh..
Ni tgh bersantai sambil melihat dila mempacking
Muahahahaha
Fair enough okek
Smalam daku sudah mentolong die packing thousandssss of her royal's
Haha
Kna dah gerak balik birm.
Hrmm..tibe2 mish tasya.
Can't believe I'm going back in two weeks time.
Two weeksss bebehh!
Hahah.
I'm very happy but in the same time sad.
How sappy eh?
Haha..not so sappy la
More to drama quen sbenanye.
Oh tadi we went to penarth pier.
Had a gigantic regular fish and chips.
Hohoh..kenyangness!
Ni jap lgi nak masak nasik ayam.
Yummeyhh!
And to topup my day,sofia said I look a lil bit slimmer.
Wohooooooo!
Pastu aku bantai makan dgn jaya nye kan.
Hahah
Ironi sungguh!
Memandangkan aku mempunyai masa yang sungguhhlah banyak untuk mengobserve org
Kali ni tiba masanya utk aku menghuraikan pengobserveanku.
Smalam waktu aku kat carboot,
There is one of dila's friend said that I'm the type of suke membebel.
Hahah..aku membebel bukan sbb ape
I tak slese when he's around and I'm alone.
I kan pemalu orgnye..*awwww*
Haha
Tu sbb mcm nak cepat2 je pegi carik dila and nanem.
Kebetulan plak waktu tu terserempak ng die lepas jmpe my friend.
Dila dah call ni,kate tnggu kat depan pintu carboot tu
(Sbb kunci kete kat aku)
So aku terus gerak nak ke dila la.
Pakcik ni boley nyinggah2 plak..
Dahla tgh panass terik ya rabbi.
Aku risau dila amarah je tunggu kitorang
Padehal bukan aku pon yang menyebabkan lambat.
U get what I mean here?
Tak slese here means we are not in the same wavelength.
Xsekepale la pendek kate.
And there are a lotsa things he said.
Mind you eh para lelaki,
Perempuan do have their own personal code.
Doesn't mean when I go all goey about one handsome guy
Aku cam getek tergedik2 nak kenal ke hape.
Or tergedik2 ke ape.
So do not jump on conclusion too easy beybeh.
But i sometimes find myself a wee bit judgemental
Tapi takdela aku mengutarakan pendapat aku dihadapan yang berkenaan kann.
Paling2 dlm blog
Yg mane chances utk die bace lah sgt rendah
Except die minat aku lalu menggooglekan nama ku.
Ahahahaha
So basically pandai2 la nak idup.
Agak2 nak disukai ramai,buatla perangai semenggah siket.
Walaupon diriku kdang2 sungguh annoying I know.
Muahahahahahahaha.
Sekian my two cents.
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ngeteh

2010-07-04T04:12:00.001+01:00

hey peeps.
currently blogging from dila's room.
dila is taking a quick shower as nanem solat.
and here i am blogging.
haha
we are going out after this to caerphilly castle
bawak k.na and family jalan2.
ngeh ngeh ngeh
aktivit harian pade hari ini?
pagi2 lagi sudah membangunkan diri dan mendrag kaki masing2 ke carboot.
i didnt buy anything except for a Blue cd.
berbeza dgn nanim dan dila,mereka mendapat pelbagai hasil dari carian carboot.
and after that,guess where we went?
ngeteh at starbucks!
dahla gile panas hoih harini.
trase mahu marah.
eh lupe nak mentionedd...kat carboot tadi kann
jumpe helmi dan cik putih nye
hohohh
hensem weh..
tapi adelah mude.18 tahun okek
nak ngorat pon trase diri seperti child molester.
hahahah
anyways,bercerita tentang ngeteh
i had two different kind of ngeteh session with the girl these past 2 days
some people might not know the term ngeteh
its a tea session with friends.
yesterday me,dila, nanem and abby had what we called English tea party.
dilla took out her proper royal doulton set and we served the scones that we bought earlier at tesco with cornish clotted cream
it was fun.

and not to forget,we had some serious gossiping session ever!

the table setting

the scones.yummeyh!

the gossip girls!

ps:dont mind the pjs.haha

as for today,

kan ke weather sgtla panas nye

after carboot,dila decided to grant my foremost wish since i sampai pontyprid:minum starbuck that is.

haha

so,lepas carboot,kami pon berbondong2la ke cardif utk sesi ngeteh

hehe

zatil,nanim,dila dan husni.

teeheehee

updated:

ni baru je abes tlg dila packing pinggan mangkuk die

gagah haku menghapdet blog kan?

more updates to comes!

see ya babes!

taraa~

riding s.o.l.o

2010-07-01T18:09:00.000+01:00

hey peeps..
how are ya?
ive been good.
turn out that daku jadik menturunkan diri ke cardif.haha
gile heaven.
the first day sampai,went for a quick shopping spree in cardif.
and i GOT to eat at chicken cottage.yummeyh!
nasib chicken cottage ni takde kat birm tau.
kalau tak,confirm abg counter tu bley recognize my face as i will be their most loyal customer ever.
haha
slame2 aku turun cardif nih, tak pernah fail pegi makan kat chicken cottage okeh
haha..
i notice one thing about myself,if i like something
i would never mind eating or chosing the same thing over and over again
the same goes for movies or anything.
that explains why I watched she's the man 3 times kat wayang okeh.
haha..thats also why my ipod have the exatly same song because i wouldnt mind listen to my favourite song over and over again.
and i think it does apply to human being as well.
ive been in the MOST disfunctional relationship ever
and yet,i never give up on him.
well,not until recently he do some shit that i CANT totally tolerate
just then,baru im quitting on him.
haha..and i notice that ever since we broke up
i might have mistreat some people around me.
its just that i get annoyed over stupid things that i shouldnt
i resent people who i shouldnt
i become more self centered.
is this normal?
because evrytime i tried to reason with myself
i will heard myself saying "no zatil,u lose your pieces too many times that this time you have to stop."
sound totally selfish but i dont know
its just feels right.
i just cant wait for this chapter of my life to dissapear.
i would love the idea of being all alone until my flight back home.
for some reason i felt that im being rude to evrybody else.
so i would just love to end it here.
so to anyone who ever trase or feel like i,nur zatil iman mistreat them over silly things or out of the blue
saye dgn rendah hatinye meminta maaf.
its not u guys,its me.like seriously.
haha..
tibe2 luahan perasaan plak
padehal tadi cerita pasal chicken cottage
muahahaha..cemane nak jadik lekcerer ni zatil wehhh
suke sgt kelaut.
haha

Dari jauh

2010-06-28T01:55:00.000+01:00

Tiada malam lena tidurku
Hanya igauan mimpi yg pilu
Kerna setiap kali kupejamkan mata
ku hanya terlihat dirimu
Mengapa aku masih menanti
Harapan yang kian tidak pasti
Walau kusedar hakikatnya kau xkan kembali disisi
Walau kau tidak perlukanku
Ku tetap mendoakan kebahagianmu
Tapi hanya satu yang kupinta
Izinkanku menyintaimu dari jauh
Walau aku pernah menyatakan yang aku telah lepaskan segala
Hakikatnya hati kecilku masih menyinta
Aku simpan saja perasaanku
Menahan derita dalam rinduku

-nabil mentor-

Disebabkan obses dgn lagu ni,daku sanggup sambil dengar lagu ni kat ipod sambil salin lyric kat blog post through bery.
Ahahahaaha
Fuh,the length you'd go for something that you love huh?
Tara everyone!
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2010-06-26T23:00:00.000+01:00

Phew~
Legenye dpt mandiiii.
London was effing hot!
Oh my god.
Don't even make me start with the tube.
Haiyohhh.suffocated okekkk!
This week weather sgt okey sampai terlebey heat.
Haha.
Tan kejap makcik tauuu.
Oh I forgot to tell,I went to london today for the big harrod's sale.
Hrm,bought a couple of harrod's signature bag for my maktok.
And one nice and not to forget cheap esprit purse
And few items from crabtree and evelyn.
Haha.
Ever since result kluar ni,trase heavennye hidup.
Urghh..sengalnye kaki ku
I'm gonna concentrate on the tv now.
It sandra bullock in while you were sleeping.
Taraa!
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the awaiting highlight of my year-->r.e.s.u.l.t

2010-06-24T23:49:00.000+01:00

jeng jeng jengg
dah kluarr yoo result
alhamdulillah,i get to go back FOR GOOD!!
with hounours yo.
phew,slamat 100ribu daku
muahahahahah
tomorow will be my last day at work and then im off to jalan2 actually.
waws thinking about going to cardif cornwall and what not
but lets just see okay?
haha
hatiku dah kat malaysia nih.
seriously nak balik
tunggu convoo and then few days after that im flying of to malaysia.
woot2..
seronokkkkkk nyee!
obviously the thought of long hour flight back is not that appealing
but what the heck
i survived 3 hell of years here
so another 13hours of flight is just a titbits compared to the main dish.
so,im gonna sleep peacefully now.
taraa!

Cruel intention

2010-06-21T01:10:00.000+01:00

Have you had any cruel intention before?
Like playing with men/women's heart?
Or unintentionally wish something bad happened to someone?
I loved watching cruel intention-the movie.
It has this dark story plot which somehow intrigued me.
Hrmmm.
Anyways,I'm having a blast weekend in liverpool.
Haha..
The things I like being in liverpool,shopping heaven gila lahhhh.
Ahahahahah
Xabes2 shopping kan aku nih.
Tak Shopping,jalan.
Xjalan,shopping.
Tapi that's the mysterious way of how blog works.
It doesn't potray me as a person.
Doesn't mean evrytimeI blogged about jln2 and shopping,I'm shallow.
No,there's just thing I like to keep it to myself.
Same goes for facebook.
So saya adelah sgt bengang bile org simply judge idop aku adelah sesenang shopping dan jalan2 je kat sini.
Ko bajet aku shopping2 ni takde heartache yang aku alami?
Takde aktiviti mencabar minda yang aku buat?
Ade okehhh.I just dont bitch about it.
Haha.
Eh..emo plakss.
Sowy :p
Haha
Oh aritu germany kalah ng serbia dan abang klose ku dikasik kad merah.
Bengong punye ref.
Bapaklaaaa bias nye.
Kalau aku ade kat situ,memang kutujal2kan aje kepale ref tu.
Pastu player serbia plak asek bajet nak dramaaaaa je atas pitch tu.
Haih,kalau ckp pasal game tu,memang seumur idop pon aku panas hati.
Eh,besok kene bgn awal.
Nak pegi breakfast somewhere2 before gerak balik birm.
Tara evryone.
Have a good monday!
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s.h.o.p.p.i.n.g

2010-06-17T00:56:00.001+01:00

muahahahaha
tgk tittle pon seperti mengetahui bukann?
i went shopping today and skiped work
ahaha
gilalahhh
h&m which is my favourite store of all is having this massive sale
i think the summer sale has started,no?
there's sales all over the shops.
and i spent like err,lot?
haha..
the tops are absolutely cheap
so tak menyumbang kepada banyak membelanjaa
akan tatapiii
ade akan tatapi ye rakan2
i bought my skincare's stock
*i have to actually*
and there goes my maneyhhhhhhhh
now i know why there's a people's saying;beauty is pain
they really are a pain in the butt
i wish i have a skin like newborn babies.
flawles and mulus
pakai sabun pon tatappp mulussss
tapi hati terubat la sikit bile dapat due pouch and clinique's minis
yeay!
selfridges rawkk!
boley la bagi my sister and my mom.
hikhik.
so....
drum rolls gurl...let see the damage of the dayyy!!!

choco top with a pair of jegging.

a marshmalowy yellow shirt

my little black dress..or in this case tops! :p

last but not least,new yorkish t-shirtt!

and it cost me around 20pound.
cool gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
haha..
i love shopping.
did i ever tell you that?
:p

ps: pardon my quality of pictures.
phone's camera.
u know how it is.pfftttt~

life.

2010-06-15T01:47:00.001+01:00

hey people.
its been a long time since i write,huh?
its just that nothing great happen in my life.
am still waiting for the results, been travelling here and there to kill the time
and recently my whole-life bf just cheated on me.
ha.ha
how's that for a confession huh?
not into details, i found out he and his "other" gf on facebook to be precise.
my reaction?calm.
how suprising,right?
knowing zatil-like-to-curse punye situation
but then when i called my mom,i cried like nobody bussines.
teresak2 i tell you.
its just that,out of everything i'd NEVER thought that he would do this to me.
the BIG C for c.h.e.a.t.i.n.g
long story short,he played the innocent card
i meant he said he doesnt have one single clue about this.
like i am that stupid.
to be fooled over and over again.
so i kept saying its over between us for real to myself.
and im still learning to let go.
because i never really let him go.
but this one mistakes he let slip,would never make me myself fall again and again.
ever.again.
up until i wrote this,i thought i am okay with this.
i mean the thought of him besides other girl.
doing the exactly same thing.
the thought of never having him again in my life.
but then,when i visualize my feeling in writing
i realize.it hurts.
it actually hurts.
but i think enough with this broken-hearted story right?
im sure evryone's sick and tired of hearing the same story over and over again.
haha.
as for my daily life,
nanem came to live with us.
haha..having nanem in your life is like having a personal joker in your life.
seriously klaka gile.
ade satu kejadian pade malam kedua die kat sini.
we were having nawar as our guest.
bilik i ni kecik,so kitorang kene gilir2 tido atas katil.

so that night
but bed nih memang patah tau,and we tampung gune toolbox.paham tak?(lihat ilustrasi for clearer view)
tmpt yang patah tu kitorang sendal kan ng toolbox to.
so once in a while,toolbox tu akan terjatuh and the bed will go down la as the support tu terjatuh.
its 4.am and suddenly "pop!"
kitorang tige2 terkejut
kuat gile bunyik..
nanem tido kat side yang ade toolbox tu.
OBVIOUSLY she kicked the toolbox dgn tak sngaje waktu die tido.
sudahla aku terdampar seperti paus comel diatas katil(i cannot move sbb takot katil tu roboh)
nanem quickly get up and said something like "zatil,katil ni patah.ko nak betulkan hari ni ke BESOK??"
and i being mamai,said "hoih,ko jgn nak besok2 la"
and i get up through the other side of the bed and together with nanem we fix the toolbox.
nawar sedar and bile evrything were calm, she said
i igt i mimpi bile dgr nanem tanye nak betulkan hari ni ke besok.
then i heard you(zatil) said,"hoih.jgn nak besok2 la kan!"
ahahahahhahahahahahha
and just then,we laughed our asses of.
like seriously.boley die tanye kat haku soklan tak lojik camtu disaat2 kritikal?
adoila nemmmmmmmmmmmm
saket jiwe akuu!
but i heart her.
because of her, my misserably life in enlightened.
thanks nem.
and i hate you for going to cardif :p
cause im going to miss having a roomate like you.
haha.

and ade jugak lagi satu cerita klaka.
tapi pelakon utama nya tasha.
di dalam bilik,we were preparing ourself utk kluar.
biaselah me and nanem were putting some make up on and suddenly tasha ask to put some of the eye shadow onto her eyelid.
obviously la kitorang tak kasik kan.
and she argue,why cant we let her put it because she claimed that she is a BIG girl.

tasha:kakak,i am a big girl.
me;no,you are a small girl tasha.
tasha:no,i am a big girl.
me.no,you're not.you are a small girl.
tasha:no,i am a big girl.dont kill me.

ahahahaha..terdiam haku.nanem looked at me and we both laugh hyterically.
ahahahahaha
seriyes klakaaa gile.
ntah mane die dapat dont kill me tu pon haku tatau.
i bet mesti iklan tengkorak yang dok "i kill you!" tuh
adoila,tasha2.
i bet she doesnt even understand what she's saying.
jadik budak2 seronok kan.
they are clueless.
hrmm..nite2 people.

I'm such a fool

2010-06-01T21:00:00.001+01:00

And this is the damage when you go on a retail therapy rampage
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packing.travelling.worrying.effing lazzy.

2010-05-31T02:23:00.000+01:00

hey soul sistaaaaaaaaa
whadup girls?
its been a while since i write,innit?
haha..rase penat je nak justify diri sendiri kat blog nih
rase macam evrytime tak update
evrytime jugak la justify reason
for now my reason being,is just simply malas.
boleh tak?
haha
been packing up my stuff to be sent to malaysia.
bile packing barang ni baru rase macam
"yeay,im gonna be back for good"
kalau tak before this,rase macam sureal jee
walaupon result haku tak kluar lagi
which im concern the most
but what may come,i shall embrace it with patience and penuh redha
right?
i try to take my life less seriously
malas fikir secara critically
so far,life's been fair to me
been sleeping well and well fed

what more can i ask,right?
oh slain makan,ive been travelling here and there jugak
latest,im gonna go to glasgow.
tour highland.
scotland,come to mama bebeyhhh!
haha..
last time i went to scotland was 2 winter's ago
2008 i guess
haha
eh cop..jadah 2008
summer 2009 pon aku ade je melepaks glasgow
haha..mahap kawan2.
tapi tula..i miss my friend.
for some reason,i jsut stopped being friends with some of them.
all the laughter.all the pain
just gone in a blink of eyes.puff!
hilang.gone.kaput.nada.
by stop i mean its either ive done something mostly truly iritates them
or its just keadaaan yang menjarakkan kami2.
tapi takpela.
like i said earlier,i couldnt care less
or i would like to not care as much as i would do before
its hard being the one whose taking evrything into account.
so,sape nak jadik kawan zatil iman,i welcomes you with my warmest heart.
and to you who just wake up one day and suddenly decide tanak jadik kawan aku
to hell with you then.
eh ke takbaik ckp camtu eh?
ok.tarik balik.
semoga dikau berbahagia disana.
hahah..

eh.nak tido la.
skarang jage wajah.
perlu ckop tidor.
untuk bekalan di hari tua.
haha
take care people!
i heart you more than you ever know.

Messy

2010-05-12T01:38:00.000+01:00

Its one o'clock in the morning and I'm nowhere near sleeping.
Haha
Been trying to adjust my body clock
Slame ni tido kol 6pagi.
Tibe2 nak tdo kol 12,mmg merempanla kan badan haku.
But days without study are a bliss.
Am trying to be more help to k.na than before.
Caye x,during the whole submission period my room was a mess.
Like,literally a mess.
Nak jalan pon kene kuis2 baju atas lantai.
The only tmpt yang clear is my katil and my meja.
Muahahahahha
So stelah mendapat kemerdekaan,procrastination has been keeping me from tiding up my room(not to mention a mountain pile full of dirty laundry)
So,mulai mnggu ini,daku sudah merebus sikit2 procrastination ini buat soup for the souls
And taraaaa..
A pile of clean laundry and a clean room indeed.
Yeay me!!
Haha
I've also help k.na masak2 sikit and guess what we did today because of the free time?
Kuih mazola I tell uuu!
Haha..yummey plak tu rasanya.
Bangga jap puan saridah anak die tere buat kuey.
Hak3.

See..I don't have anything interesting to update
Just same old same old story with the saame mainpoint-zatil malas-
Haha

Hence the hiatus of this blog
Sorry folks! :p
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TGI Friday!

2010-04-23T17:40:00.000+01:00

Hey ho peopleee!
Sorry for the lack of updates.
Uni's been ermm..hectic?
Haha..
I have submissions hence the hiatus of this blog.
But in 2weeks time I'm gonna be as free as hell
Tapi hell la menunggu saat dan ketikanya result klua.
Hakhak..
What's new with me?
Let see..
Oh kat tmpt kerja,diorang dah enforce suro pakai badges.
Ala,kire mcm kad matrik tu.
Siap strap..
Haha..somehow aku suke plak pakai mendealah tu
Rase mcm konon2 kat university
Haha..mesti korang tak paham.
Alaa,kan mcm uitm ke,utm ke kan diorang pakai matric card yang gune strap sangkut kat leher tu.
Macam tula badges kitorang nih.
Kat uni sini,matric card letak dlm purse jee.
Waktu kat iic tu pakai ketip2.
Tak cun langsung.
Skarang ni pakai badges tu rase educated seyhh..ahahahha
Walaupon pakai ketika tgh mencuci2 toilet..
Puyuss bukan.
Disertakan sekali gambar sbg rujukan utk korang bayangkan.
Hakhak
Eh,dah ckop time la.
Mahu punch out.
Taraaaa!
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Slamat malam cinta!

2010-04-13T03:40:00.001+01:00

Dekat my eye mask tu tulis "grumpy but gorgeous"
So truuuee.
Miahahahahahhaah
Part grumpy je la.
Haih,need to kurus and be gorjes
Demi masa hadapan ku
So besok bercita2 mahu ke lebry.
Hakhak.
U guys take care okey?
I am having a longggggg april!
Tsk tsk
Notice the eye bag already.
Gudnite people!

Ps:its freaking 4am in the morning and hasrat murni saya mahu ke lebry pkol 830pg besok.haha.we'll see.
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gravity

2010-04-12T01:16:00.002+01:00

""Every time I'm ready to leave
Always seem to be
Pullin' in the wrong direction
Divin' in with no protection
Man, you can't keep steerin' me wrong
Oh gravity
Pullin' me back
Pullin' me in
Why you pullin' me back
Pullin' me in
Just like gravity""

gravity,
-pixie lott-

i am not very sure if you guys either penah bace my rant about one lad particularly named mohd fadzli aswan?
okay,exaggeration.
i know its more like sumpahan dan makian
sbb i only tend to writes when he annoys me like hell.
so basically,im not doing him justice.
but what the heck kan?my blog,my way
haha.
(amaran:post yang akan ditulis secara panjang lebar)
ok,here goes.
we know each other wayyy back.since after spm
it was a bet.
through chatroom.time tu sume dok sakan gune mirc.
and knowing single sex school,die punye tarap kegatalan terhadap opposite single sex school adelah memuncak.
which bring him to my school channel
channel ni macam room utk budak2 taayah la,chat2
padehal tau je budak2 izzudin yang pegang dan memang tau je budak izzudin memang suke lepak room tu
being me,im quite famous kat room tu,being chatty and all that
since aku adelah pelopor kannn(pelopor here means org lame)...dari form 3 i tell u.
haha..time tu wa tak pandang budak izzudin.
ape barang bebb...typical!
so aku agak kerek la..biaselah,yang kerek2 ni la yang menjadik perhatian
nak2 plak wa manyak baik ng batch form 5 2001yang tak ngam langsung ng budak2 form 3(baye aku la kire)
so one day,he asked me.
"kalau aku ayat ko,agak2 ko cair tak?"
(mamat nih kaki ayat siot)
harusla melengking aku kate tak kan
ntah cemane,one day he started sweetalk with me
i dont buy it at the first place
tapi bile kwn die masuk campor
it seems reals
so,out of guilt im starting to bought evrything he said,
which ajak kapel la
the moment aku said yes,die bley kate "gotcha!"
memang babik la kan
oh..panas hati.
tapi after that the bet turns to be the real deal.
we coupled.
me being his first love,it was intense
there is his undivided intention,extreme jealousy
the long lasting phone calls evrynite
the msg evry hour of the day
and yes,the bajet-dating evry month.
at that time,we basically have nothing
we both were just starting out.
i mean he was doing his matriculation and me my diploma
he's in ipoh and im in kl.
tiap bulan save duit nak turun kl sbb nak dating
sampai pengsan and admitted pasal stomach ulcer
tak makan punye pasal
(dia la.aku tak.haha)
one thing i like about him,he's very generous with me.
dulu,my family are not well financed.
makan pon ckop2 je.
nak dating tgk wayang?memang tak la
so evry time we date,he's the one who will do the spending.
evrything that id wanted,he will try his damn best at fulfilling them
we dont have evrything,but atleast we were happy.
and things got easier.
he got an offer to do his degree in sabah(ums if im not mistaken).
and for my sake,for our relationship sake
he chose to start all over again at one private uni in kl so that we can be close after all the tiring LDR
(doing foundation programme all over again cause now he took an engineering field)
kat matrics amekk bio.
and again,pasal aku.
die minat bio.tapi i always said that ive always wanted an engineer boyfie.tapi dah terkapel dgn dia yang minat bio,aku sokong je la kan.takkan nak hentak2 kaki suro buat course die tak minat.

so,instead naik bas
skang dah maju setapak kehadapan.
kitorang kluar naik komuter and lrt
we survive evry obstacle,evry fight.
he accepts me for who i am.
no matter how bad i look
or how fat i am
or how gross i can be
for him,i will always be as perfect as a goddes to his eyes.
so,he provide this secureness around me.
i can be myself when im around him.
korek idong,hembus hingus u name it man
sume penah buat dpan die
kentut pon penah
haha.
senonoh kan aku?
but,the cracks start showing up.
when im done with my diploma.
bile aku start keje ng sapura.
bile my colleague sume adelah engineer
yang penah blaja kat aussie la, uk la
aku dpt tgk dunia luar that is more to life than love
i mean,come on
aku nak berjaya macam org lain okay
aku tanak stuck hanye dgn diploma dari private uni because i screwed up my spm
so i applied a scholarship to further my study oversea.
sorok2.without him knowing.
and when ive got the offer,tanpe berpikir panjang i told him im gonna go
no matter what it takes.
no matter how it will affect him,or our relationship.
he flipped off.more to devastated sbenanye.
and when i flew over to fulfil my dream,
he flunks his subjects where im so busy with mylife traveling bersuke ria di sini.
mind you,he is a best student
be it dari izzudin sampai la uniten.
so for him to flunk,that is a big deal.
and its all because of me.
i know,
i am that selfish.
but then i realise.
life is hard.
my life here sucks big time.
and i know its my fault that i caused so much heartache to the person i love most after my parents and family.
and i miss him.
i miss his company
i miss when life's hard,he'd be making jokes just to cheer me up
i miss the sudden appearances in front of my gate,just to have dinner with me
i miss his little short messages between now and then to tell me how his life was,how he missed me
and at that moment,the relationship werent that great either
we kept arguing over silly things
sometimes it took us 3 month after a fight to talk to each other again
i mean ive tried evry possible way to brought things together
but it just fail miserably
and i think i had caused him so much heartache
that it left a scar so deep it cant be fixed.
but i kept hoping
hoping that evrything would turn normal
turn to the old us.
but people changed.
he changed
heck,I changed.
and the circumstances are not helping much.
i mean with the LDR thingy
after 3 years trying
i think its time for me to quit,no?
ive tried the perfect girlfriend card
its not working.
its like when we argue,we kept going back
and its hurtful.
both for me and him.
and i finally realise it today
only today
that i should stop trying
stop hurting myself
stop hoping

to pali,
if u ever were to read this
im sorry.
i guess i never knew what i had until i lose you.
and the fault is all mine.
im done trying.
im done chasing you.
i wish you all the happiness in the world.
from now on,im gonna try hard to let you go
so God, help me let him go.
so that i can breathe easy from this guilt ive been carying all around.
and again,
im sorry.
again,quoting pixie lott,gravity.

"I know I betrayed but I'm made to
Ignore the universe when I see you
Cause every night the stars will shine
Verging into U-turns times

Anythin' that they can just to change my mind
When I pass your road I can't help rewind
What is wrong with me?
All that I wanna be is

Through with you
And I know that deep down I'm callin' time on you

Be quiet, let me leave, let me go
Don't say another word
Cause with every sound
You're pullin' me down

Baby,
You got a hold on me
Like gravity"

nur zatil iman

monday, 12th April 2010

ps:im happy guys.im saying my peace here.thats all.so dont worry okay? :p

baby white fossils

2010-04-08T02:22:00.000+01:00

the other day,i walked through a watch shop
when i literally drooling over a white acrylic band watch
since then,i made that as my most-wanted watch of the year
surf2 internet ade je yang like 20 pound brand like oasis,argos
but then tak nampak originality jam itu
ecehhh
so while im surfing
i stumbled accross this one fossil
the exactly design that i wanted
huiyo
and i tell u
it aint cheap!
it cost nearly 99 pound and even kat amazon pon 70++
so..there u go my baby white fossil
bye2 for now
but thennnnn..
jeng jeng jenggg
ade org bermurah hati membelanje baby white fossil kuuu
weewitttt
and nowww..ive got my baby white fossil!
woot2!
thanks to incik annoyingly charming kerana membelanja
hehe
:P
so,do u guys have any idea what my baby white fossils look alike?

this is exatcly it!teeheeee :p

and when i saw sandra bullock wear the same design watch in the blind side the other day
i know i have made a wise decision
or more precisely,i know i have a good taste in fashionn
(miahahahah..ayat muntah hijau)

natch2 people!

the blind side

2010-04-06T02:33:00.001+01:00

howdy!
how u guys holdin up?
hari ni ive done somthing urm not particularly new to me but absolutely nuthing that i ever attempted before
ive got home only at 11.30 PM
a.l.o.n.e!
yes people..PM+ALONE
haha..gile gamble kan haku
but it was fun
eventhough im all alone
and all that i eat today is fries and pepsi
haha
so much of nak kurus la kan
so,today i watch 2 movies in a row
firstly, remember me
i dont know why
but r.patz tend to do boring muvies
no offend twighlighters,but twilight is kinda slow,boring and dull(but i still dig it)haha
seriously man.
i mean i dont know if this movies were supposed to be the heavy kind one
but i dont get the whole plot
i mean whats the point of writing the jurnal if no one gets the jurnal at the end of the day?
adohaai
suffice to say,im quite dissapointed in this muvie
and on the other hand
the blind side that i watched after is worth evry penny
which is absofuckinglutely brilliant!

god,no wonder sandra bullock won herself an oscar for this film.

theres humour in it,theres also a lot of good value that you can adopt from this film
i am totally recommend this if u guys wanna go watch
in addition to my movie-watching day..
i do go for a shopping spree
by spree i mean really really spending money
haha
which brings me back to the question "is clinique works for my skin?"
yeah,apparently it does
big time!hehe..kini kulit muka ku berseri2
hahah
but the only problem is that whenever i put make up on
my skin face do have this ocassionaly breakout.(pimples)
so,i think it must have something to do with my foundation
so,ive decided to use clinique anti blemish foundation

while it conceals all the parut marut,it also have the same formulae that heals ur skin
how brilliant is that?
and since im having issues with this make up thingy
the salesgirl also recomend me to use clinique's make up remover
and guess what?they have make up remover that is milk based
which kinda like lotion and u just put it onto ur skin
and puff!it will do the trick for u
i loooooveee itt!

and the whole bunch cost me around 36quid
but as people say,beauty is pain
(pain for the pocket that is)
and since debenhams has this sale/promotional event throughout its store
ive got myself a free gift
which consist of a gorgoes make up bag
and to top it off
there are free clinique stuff in itt!
teros rase duit haku berbaloi
haha

ade lipstick,eyeshadow,mascara,miniature of make up remover and blusherss

so all in all,i have a GREAT day!
how about u people?
hehe

its been a while

2010-04-04T02:45:00.002+01:00

..since i write huh?
haha..
im having what people called this writer's block syndrom
haha
aci tak jawapan?
and speaking of which,
someone told me..that im being poyo,berlagak to the max
sbb i conversed in english
well,most of it
i mean,bukan berlagak whatsoever
seriously ini dari hati yang luhur
english wa pon tadek la berhabuk ke fluent nak matik
berterabor jugak pronounsiation and grammar
tapi u know,when u live in an environment that conversed in fully english
ur mind sometimes find its easier to find english words to express something
sbb u need to translate those melayu word most of the time to conversed with the locals
ala,contoh paling senang
my parents were in the navy
so we adik beradik slalu berpindah randah between stations and bases
antare bases yang paling kerap is kl and lumut,perak
so at one time you jadi kl'ian and suddenly 3 years afterthat,you jadi perak'ian
there were times when my pakcik2 will goes like
"sume2 dah ade loghat perak dahh"
when my adik bradik will start pronouncing telur as telor
haha..it is funny when i came to think about it
and know this
my mom and me will always starting conversing in nogori whenever i called home
(my dad is from melaka,my kampung is like near the border of neg 9,so mostly people back there speak nogori)
and somehow she will suddenly snap and said
"eh,apesal kite ckp nogori plak nih?tukaqqq,cheq oghang utaghaaa"
then,we'll change the loghat to utara punya loghat plak
(because my mom is anak mamiiii,penang mali..haha)
same goes to my dad,but its the other way around
haha..twisted gile
i know :p
but anyhoo..my point is
its the environment that affects you
no matter how well i conversed in english(or better,i dont)
bahsa melayu tatap di hati
saya cikgu bahasa melayu tauuuuuu
haha
even i do sounds like english with all that accent when i speak
(dont know whenever that will be)haha
sambal belacan jugak mak hayunn nokkkk!
haha

ps:im having this state when i like to hibernate and do nothing
how i wish life is that easy

jodoh..

2010-03-07T03:00:00.000Z

adekah berasal dari johor?
hrmm
hahahaha..
getek gile..
just a while ago,ive read this one entry from k.di's blog
how to count you and ur partners name in jawi
so ive tried mine
obviously dgn yang lame la kan..
tiada calon baru utk diconsider sbg calon kire2 name calon suami
haha..
guess what?
*drum rolls*
haha..haku dapat berpecah,berantakan
boleyy??
miahahaha
gile dapat hidayah kejap aku..
pastu saje la gatai buat kuiz "jodoh yang sesuai dgn anda berasal dari man" thingy on facebook
guess againn from where???
JOHOR okekkk
ahahahaha
the only johorian yang aku kenal is ikhsan
tapi tu zaman berjanggut kat iic duluu
takkan die kot?
hahaha..oh,tapi aku kenal budak skolah sains johor adelah due tige org
:))
due tige tu is,k.na,alep and my dad
and that doesnt even count
so,lagi skaliiii
tiada kemungkinann
atauponn
mungkinkah ini patandaaaaaa bahawasanyaaa akuuuuu bakall......

DIPOSTINGKAN KE JOHOR?

tsk tsk..

disclaimer:
entry ini tiada kene mengene dgn yang idup atau pon yang mati.adelah hiburan dimase tak brape lapang si penulis.
sekian harap maklum.

Investment

2010-03-05T18:41:00.001Z

My latest investment..
I always have sensitive skin
Yang mane costly utk di keep up.
Before this I tried murad,
Kire okay laa
Tp tak brape lame tu
Ilang tros kesan positip eh
Penat kene asik skin care hunting jeeeee
So baru2 ni my mom kasik gune euphoria ke apetah namo eh sabun tu
Die beli kat msia,
Sabun besar sabun free otel slalu kasik tu rm90
Gilaaa bkannn?
Tp agak okayla
Tp masalhnye skarang
Supply
Kat sini kedai kak kiah jamu takdee
So mane nak korek lagi
Ini pon dah berape mnggu I went natural
Natural means tak pakai facial wash
Since today ade debenhams sale
I tot,y not try clinique
Er,tmpng lalu kejap eh
Ni bukan show off ke hape
Sape yang ade sindrom kulit sekenhen ni musti paham
Aku dah try dahhhh simple,clean and clear,neutrogena
U name it
Puas dok cmpak lam tong je
I told ya my skin Is super sensitive
Haha
So kwn2,we shall see.
Apeke betul atau tidak dakyah dermatologist yang examine haku tadi
Kalau betul,ill share with u girls okek?

Motif ceritaa:daku misking skarang dek krane mu clinique..huwaaaaaaaa

Haha :p

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I kill u!

2010-03-04T17:42:00.000Z

Helo.
Name saya fossil.
Saya adelah seutas jam tangan.
Tuan saya sgt suka akan saya.
Sampai pegi keje pencuci lantai pon die henyak jugak saye.
Tapi saya tau,tuan saya syg akan saye.
Sbb stiap kali die TERseret badan saye ke dinding
Akan terdengar la jeritan cumel sepertii
"Arghhh,babi nye dinding"
Ye,tuuan saya amak considerate
Die mengganggap dinding yg salah,padehal diri sendiri tak sedor diri henyak jam kemane2.
haha..
Okayla,masa sudah tamat.
Tuan saya mahu pUlang ke rumah.

Ps:tuan saya mentulis entry ini ditmpt keje sbb keje dah abes.haha
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Bunny slipers

2010-03-04T03:45:00.000Z

Sape penah bace novel Aa+Bb?
Addin kan ade bunny slippers yang Benz suke sorok utk sakat Addin tu
Guess what?
I've got my own bunny slipers
Tapi minus the bunny..
And plus the ribbon
Haha
Its kinda a balerina pump
But it is made from comfy tshirt like material
Dulu kan,I don't get it
Why laaaa people suke sgt pakai slipers dlm rumah
Panas okayy.
Tapi bile time winter
I kinda get it..
Ohhhh..sbb die panasss la org pakai.
Warm,comfy and nicely wraped up ur feet.
Tibe2 feeling kaki gorjes kan
Haha
I am most certain I wouldn't mis the winter
Haha
Sbb winter adelah mase yg paling depressed dlm cycle of my life here.
Dgn malam panjangnye
Dgn sejuk nye
Uishh
Tapi the one and only beauty of winter
The snow..the white one.
Tp kalau lame sgt snow
Naik rimas jugekkkk
Haha
Okay,nak tido.
Jgn angau tgk kaki saye yang gorjes yee
Natch2 dearies!

Haha

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What a girl usually needs..

2010-03-01T03:53:00.001Z

Taraa..
Haha.dah lame nak update about girl necessities nih.
Tapi I have this thing people called lazyness
Haha..
Makanyaaa,barulah tmbul Idea mahu mengapdet blog tntg ini pada malam bute.
Okay,as we all know
Sume org pon ade daily doses of self care product kan?
As for me,I'm the simple girl type
The type that doesn't go beyond in preparing herself
Well,most of the day la
Tapi kalau datang angin kus2 nak berlawa2an
Makcik beria2 bgn awl
Nak mekap punye pasal
Haha..
As u can see in the picture,
I would start with deodorant
Ohoiii!ini penting okekk!
Sbb even kalau kite tak kesah pasal bau bdn sendiri
Tlgglaaaa kesian dgn org skeliling
Nak2 lagi dpt bau kari kepit tu
Umangg aihh..seksaaa nokk!
I wouldn't mind if u don't even care to buy urself a cheapo perfume
Tp deodorant,please!
Its a must thing u have to include in ur toileteries
Okay then,moving on!
kalau hari2 kelas biase
I would just put the ralph lauren notorious body moisturizer(botol itam in the pic)
Just to give the hint of scent and it hydrates my skins as well
Pegi kelas slalunye malas berperfume2 nih..buang karan
Xde prospect pon
Miahahahah
Yang botol ijau itu adelah perfume say,j.lo ape tah.xigt.haha
yang dipakai pade hari bercantik2kan atau hari bgn-lmbt-tak-smpt-mandi-ke-sekolah
Oh,saye juge memakai contacts ke skolah.
sbb my eyes can easily getting strained from the extensive use of glasses.
(Fact:As a dorky computing student,I do have to stare into computer most of the times for long hours)
Oh,bakul hijau itu,it holds all my make up stuff.
There are some eye pallette,lip glosses(I don't like the idea waering lipsticks),blusher(even I never uses this one),and eye liners.
See,saye takdela noob sgt about make up 101 walaupon pade dasarnye saye kelihatan sgt slekeh
Haha
What else eyh?
Itu jela yang ade kat my dresser
See,I am a simple girl right?
:p

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Izzy dizzy

2010-02-27T23:42:00.001Z

Hey peeps!
I've had such a long day today.
What's with the class I had to teach and batuk2 yang tanak ilang.
Huwaaaa..sape kate jadi cikgu senang?
Susahh okekkk.
And I've got bad news back home.
Grey the cat died.sedey siot.tulah aku malas nak bela2 kucing nih.
Jadi emotionally attached.
Oh,ni bukan kucing yang terjun tiruk tu eh.
Kucing tu slamat kene kurung.
Ini the other cat.
The other cat yang infact manje and tak garang cam pearl tu.
Huwaaa..sedey siot!
My dad suspect die terjatuh.
Okayla.
Enough babling.

Ps:to alep and the gang,thanks for the visit.we had so much fun.lenkali dtg lagi yer? :p

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Di satu ketikaa..

2010-02-26T17:27:00.000Z

..Zatil sedang berkerjaaaa
Tapi dah abes keje sbenanye.
And ade lg 15menet utk dikill
Marilah kite try berblogging utk membuang masa
Dan mentry features baru
Iaitu mentambah gambarr
Yezzarr
Cik zatil ketika sedang bekerjaa
Itula uniformnye.
Green apron with a pair of pink gloves
Kebetulan ari ni pakai all pinkk
Kire mcm masok plakk
Miahahahahah
Oh suaraaaa..dimanakahhh andaaaa

Tibe2..haha

Ps:urs truly tadek sore.tsk tsk tsk
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What if?

2010-02-26T04:53:00.001Z

Do u ever wonder of the "what if's"?
What if,i never had the opurtunity of studying here?
What if,I never come and just further my degre in msia?
These questions always linger in my mind before I go to sleep.
Its like haunting me.
But I think,Allah tu Maha Mengetahui.
By coming here,I learn to be independent
(Not that before nih I sgt dependent)
I've my self esteem soar to a level that I didn't even know was there
I learn how to make people notice me.
Most importantly,I know friendship's and family's value more than I would ever know before this.
Oh,not to forget all the travelling and sightseeing.
I did make a circle of friends yg sgt niceee,baik and were there when I need them.
Sbenanye,I just called pinaz.
God,I miss herr!
I wish she was still here.and nanem too.taun nih rase pathethic gile.
Taon lepas my life was not as misery as this.
When summer comes,I'd go and lepak2 kat rumah nanem.
Bbq kat scarborough,and jalan2 uk with alep and the gang.
Tapi taon nih I understand that some pon bz dizzy.
And hell,life do sucks.
So I'm doing a shout out!
To finaz,nanem,alep,dilla,jon and whoever used to make mylife happy
I heart u guys so much!
And I do hope we can still be good friends for years to come!
Okek?*wink2*
And for izza and gg,u guys will always be the candy of my heart.

Okayla.igt nak merepek pasal rumah idaman.
Tbe2 kluar criter prenship porevah.
Pekesssss?

Taraaa~

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Succeeddd Indeed!

2010-02-23T09:34:00.001Z

Woahhh
Sudah berjayee!
Ngeh2..
Adelahh sukeee
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Test 123

2010-02-23T09:32:00.001Z

Er hello2
Testing devicee
Pairinggg upp..
Let see if this works!
:p
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morningg sweethearrt!

2010-02-23T07:54:00.000Z

its currently 7.40 freakish AM.
haha
awal gile i know..
its like not even me
cemane tuh?
haha..the thing is ive been working all night for the codes.
huwarghh
busan i know
tapi i did something this morning!
ngehehehe..
i cooked breakfastt for the whole family
nasik goreng je and tea
tapi knowing me yang slalu bgn lambat
i seldom (read:never) get to help k.na with breakfast mahupon lunch
slalu dah tersedia je
keji bukan?
haha..today i have an appointment with the supervisor
and seriously need to get this lazy bum to post office
need to send something for the parents
tee hee
what ever it is
have a good day peep!

my saturday

2010-02-21T03:03:00.000Z

started with a very late morning..
haha..
plus berbaring2ngan diatas katil
im such a lazy bum eyh?
haha
and then,i make a phone call
and tara
i have a movie date with ery
ngeee~
but too bad,the movie started already
so tak jadik la pegi tgk..
and then we merayau2 around city center
and guess what?
ery ajakk try yo sushi
and it wass superbbb!
yeay!
yours truly dah jadi pemakan sushi yang berjayaa!
hahaha..
and then balik rumah i play along with tasya for a while
then
tros naik atas and buat kerja.
haiyoh..i am realy getting tired of the homework already
tapi i did consider of furthering masters
haha
angan2 jela tapi
and in between homewor and tense
i join chatroom
its been a while tho
and i started having this rather interesting conversation with one budak kecik
he's only 20 but have the nerves flirting with me..
haha
but i gues thats what people do when they chat
haha..terasa tua makcikk
haha
oh not to mentioned
hari nih hari kene ngorat sedunia ke ape tah
pegi starbucks,kene gode ng abam starbucks tu
haha
siap kate i have beautiful eyes that distracts him
haha
klaka gile okey..and he was like glabah bile salah key in ape tah kat cashier till tu
haha..comel
pastu tgh tunggu ery outside topshop
ade sorang mamat nih were trying to start a conversation
hoih..urs truly memang takot la nak layan org2 kat shopping mall ke hape
unless he is super cute tahap tom cruise
teros bukak my shuffie dgr lagu lagik baik
hahah..
but somehow,today
i decided no more.
and i chose to step up from this depression
:)

when u taught everything is well..

2010-02-18T01:21:00.000Z

untill everything in your world seems crumbling down
all u can see is a loser
staring u back
ur very own reflection
reminding u every single mistakes u make
or every road that u must've taken long ago
i think i missed home.
slalunye bile jiwa kacau nih
i will always consult my mother
i would call her
and somehow talked to her calm my senses
and makes the world i'd live in much more better than ever
and i was about to do the same thing
except my mom and my dad was having the time of their life.
they were dating and planning on catching up a movie.
so how would i jeopardize their little great escape
after those day-to-day hard work
that consist of looking out for me and my siblings
and earn money to feed us
i just didnt have the heart
and all the friends didnt seem that available
somehow i dialled alep's number.
talking to him makes me forget the pain
a little.
thanks lep.i heart you sbb sanggup dgr aku membebel sejam okek
and no,i still wont approve ANY silly idea you propose to do
u know what i mean right?
haha
lepas tu balik rumah,i talked to izza
somehow aku nanges teresak2 okay
yang stok merah2 hidung and bengkak2 mate
haha

so that makes me a not-so-cool panda with a swollen eyes and red nose
howww cuteeeeeeeee!!
grrrr~

random pictures of ski trip 2010,poland

2010-02-17T03:22:00.001Z

haha..snow angel yang tak brape nak angelic sgt.haha

ski trip 2010,poland

2010-02-15T00:59:00.000Z

pheww...
tibe2 i have the feeling to update on my ski trips story
hahah
not so much of ski trip la as i chickened out on the second day of skiing
i took ice skating as an option besides skiing
as the slopes is darn high
for a beginner like me
but most of them conquer the slopes
so a well done job and kudos to them
(haha..ayat bengang sbb tak dapat try ski out)
i don't know what's wrong with the first slope we went to
i guess they just wanna try out new slopes?
doesn't make sense..seriously
but hey, I've promised myself to just let this one thing go
and they did apologizes for any inconvenience caused
(obviously this one thing considered as inconvenience kann?)
so..let one thing past continue to the main highlight
the trip itself!
we had a very early flight,6.30 AM that is.
we had 14 people on our group..5 from birm itself,1 from exeter,1 from new castle and 5 from cardif
and they were great company
we had the mosttt enjoyable trip everr
and this lodge we crash in,was superrbbbbbb!
its like beyond our expectation.
and oh yeah,they have good couch and a fire place too!
and not to mentioned..its wayyyy cheaperrrrrr!
and hell yeah,everything was cheap in poland.
food,ski rentals,taxis and also souvenier
and jennifer(the owner of the place) is english..
which is a hugeee relief as people in poland doesnt know english that muchh
there's one time when ROS(one of the girls) had a casino-royale-like accident when skiing
and she couldnt even walk properly
so she goes to local pharmacy
in hope of finding some muscle spray for her knees
here goes lakonan semula

ros:do u have bandage?
pharmacist:*&^%))*..bandage(sambil bagi bandage)
ros:do u have muscle spray?
pharmacist:&^$*%$#@(talks in polish)
zahran:u know..she..ski(sambil buat ski gesture)..banggg!(sambil buat gesture jatuh)

it was fucking hilarious u know..
macam nak terkencing aku gelakkk
tu lah poland,evrything dah superb nih
cume nye die tak berape nak comunicate in english je
and i think they are proud of it
even kitorang speaking ng diorang,die bantaii balik ckp bahse die
kadang2 lagi sng comunicate bile ckp melayu ng diorang.haha
so all in all,the trip was good..
the pictured,daku malas tempek..
haha
dulu2 kan,someone once told me that she likes to read my blog because of the pictures i put up in here
but somehow,
im growing old of the pictures thingy..
seriously
it kinda makes me lay low..mcm cool je lay low
ecehhhh
prasan glammm plakk
bukan glamorgan ye
glamour..hahah

ouh speaking of which..
i have a major crush on someonee!
woot2!
and its not my ex..haha
and that,my friend
im gonna leave you with for this entry
i aint telling..haha

caye nantok nih,nak titon.
so ecok bley pegi skolah tomei2..
miahahahahha
incase u guys dont have any idea what am i talking about
im saying goodbyess!

and oh yes nanemm
shut the helll uppppp!!!
hahahahahahahahhah

freaking the hell out

2010-02-13T23:20:00.000Z

i AM freaking the hell out
there's a game i shall submit on the 1st march
next week i have to meet my supervisor and she's expecting tremendous change in my system
and i am nowhere near completing
seriouslyyy

god i need to be more focus.
banyak sangat main2 ni zatillll..
stop playing and start doing ur job

there u go.
its that simple
its darn simple zatil.
haihh
i hate multimedia computing

lemony hair

2010-02-11T01:10:00.000Z

hik3..
ive just had my proper bath just now
tak syampu rambut 5 hari oh..seksaaaa
and my hair smells like lemon
i like it.feeling2 cantik before masuk tido
haha..
rasenye tadi macam mahu bercerita tentang ski trip ku ke poland ituuu
tapi setelah download pisau cukur ku slesai
rase macam malas plak..
boley tak?
gambar facebook pon dah settle upload..so ape lagi tunggu
mari tido mehhhhh
haha

later on la eh?take care peeps!

knackered

2010-02-09T23:08:00.002Z

i just had one of the most wonderful trip ever
poland
phew
ill update later as i willhave to attend my fyp thingy first
matik haku nak menggoreng besok dpn supervisor.
hadoihh

tuesday..and my day is complete

2010-02-03T00:27:00.001Z

yezzarr..
hari ni felt like super ngantoks..
i dont know why,but i just feel llike lying down and sleep
tapi takpela,
mari kite bermurah hari dgn menyumbang kan entry sebanyak sedas dua
(more like sedas,takde dua nya)
haha
okay let me tell u what happened today
ive schedule an appointment with the international officer last week
for something like a student profile.
student profile ni macam kire prospektus student la
into marketing Aston Uni kat malaysia..
bagus pon,just imagine eh,theres just 16 malaysian undergrad here
and melayu nye ade la 5 kot?
challengging i tell u..
his name is thomas austin.kacak,and chubby
andd not to mentioned,friendly.
and theres some pictures involved.
hoh tang gambar,i didnt even know where to start
huduh ya rabbi!haha
so all in all,boley la buat penambah perisa dalam cv nanti
and whats with all the free publicity ive gonna get?
yippie!
haha,i know
im that vain! :p
haha
ive talked to my mom early this morning
just hearing her voice even she's busy
just soothes my heart
i think that is kinda mommy's thing rite?
and somehow i think being mummy is supercute,no?
i mean every step of it.
pregnancy,babies,the growth and adulthood
its just something amazing,dont they?
seeing my friend with their baby bump
some with their little todler
makes my heart sometimes goes green with envy
i want to have cute babiess!
like ASAP..
haha..tapi cemane nak ade baby nye
bakal apaknye pon samar2 kutu nihh
haiyohh
tulah aku nih,
org nak kawen
aku pon nak kawenn
org preggy,die pon sameeee nak preggy
izza and gg,i bet nanti u guys nak kawen and tunang
haruslaaa nanti aku pon same rase menggaruk2 jugak nak kawen
miahahahaha
tapi clinton once told me
ur other half will come
once u are not looking for it
and once u looked at him,ur guts will tell u that he's the one
i guess,
i just have to stop looking
so cepat sikit die datang

and cepat sket dapat babyyy!weeeee
ahahahahaha

weekend ku..

2010-01-31T23:29:00.000Z

hey peeps!
hows ur weekend?mine was okayy
actually it is superb!
haha..
we went out the whole saturday and sunday..
saturday we went out to erdington and tesco..
nuthing much
except i got to buy cheap tropicana
haha..
i was like gile minum juice ah dok sini
and tropicana is the bestest juice u can ever wish for.
tapi i also opt for tesco juices as well
im easy bebeh..
oh besok ade lab 3 jam..double urghhhh!
haha..did i tell u guys the lecturer who was actually teaching the class
is actually my CLASSMATE last year..
haha..
sumpah aku kene berchantek2kan
haha..sebab he is one hot lad..
seriously!
next week,this friday to be exact
will be the day im going away for my long awaited ski tripp!
haha..sbenanye takdela eager pon
but im gonna meet helmi and others
so it shuld be fun i guess
hehe
hadoih..final year project aku nih tak gerak nih.
i need the streght like seriously..
huhu..
helpp!

okayla.need to stop.
nak piley besok nak pakai baju ape.
miahahahahahahahahaha

its 2 am..and i am nowhere near sleeping

2010-01-30T02:45:00.000Z

hrmm
oh okay.
its the time of the months.
since im expecting my period in like 2 days time
mule la sgale hormone didalam badan tidak stabil
tadi kat tempat keje ade sorang kakak nih offer mengajar kat skolah malaysia.
haha
jadik cikgu bm uuu...miahahaha
ranaplaa budak2 nih
tapi still in consideration.

what say u guys?
besok we are having this sort of jalan2 plan
tapi tak sure lagi cemane.
yesterday the ex was calling me
like non stop
and i was sleeping.and i tell him to bugger off
and he kept pleading me to hear him out
so i did
(sbb malas dgr my phone memekak in the middle of the nite)
he told me what happened in hislife
as if i care for that matter.whatever la.
but then in between perli2 session and mamai(and not to mentioned being EXTREMELY cold)
we end up laughing!
can u imagine that?
haha..damn it la.he ALWAYS knows how to twist the situation.
tapi ntahla.i think the hurt,the anger and the dissapointment are mounting up high in myself
i just cant find myself forgiving him.
and to say that im not in love with him anymore,its just imposible.
because he's been part of my life for an effing 7 years.
but somehow,in the end i said something hurtful
i know he deserves it,but i stil felt i shuldnt said those things
i dont know,it just slip out of my mouth.
haha
my friend says im being too nice
and tabah sgt melayan karenah lelaki baru mahu matured nih
tapi what to do
he's the one that takes my breath.
tak kire la how bad he treats me.
kalau die bace nih mesti bangge
hahahahahahaha..padehal aku sket punye mengaku takde prasaan dah nih
siap ckp moved on la pejadah sume
hadoih..
zatil2
so..im off to bed la..
with things still to be pondered upon.
til then

ikhlas dari saya,
cikgu zatil
or zatil

whichone better ah?ahahahaha

the start of new sem

2010-01-25T00:58:00.000Z

hey girls!
hows ur weekend?
ive been spending my weekend at notts with k.efa and her housemate.
oh my!what a blast.
dgn maen aci crash birthday bash orgnye
not to mentioned i looked slebet gilos.
oh no.
and what makes it the damnest things?
the bash were full of undergrads.
greatt!
haha..
i shuldve take syapinaz's advice seriously:always be ready.haha
but al in all,ive had such a great time.
dah lame rasenye i didnt have girls weekend out.
we should always do this la k.efa.
haha
besok start sem.
urgh..sangat malas rasenye.
tapi,kalu nk grad
kene smangat2
so saye berazam mahu mensemangatkan diri
dan memulakan hari esok seawal 7 pagi.
phewitlaa..
igt nak jogging.
tapi kita lihat gimana yaa..
so,have a great monday peopleee!

with love,
zatil comels

miss me?ngeee~

2010-01-13T01:36:00.000Z

hehe..sorry!thats all i can say
as i coped up with exams and what not.
lagiplak,its freezing here so the idea just wont get out
wanna know one secret?
my idea of blogging would constantly apears out of nowhere
usually when im working..
time2 tgh vacume hallway tu,bermacam2 idea lah..
kalau ade lappy saat itu.
mesti berdesupp je entry aku.haha
so back to real life,
the exams?okayla..
praying hard to pass as i CANNOT stand another year here.
oh,tadi after my software engineering paper,
i went to town to shop for our neighbour's kiddos birthday present.
huwaa..biaselah.kalau dah sampai bullring tu,
WAJIB masuk H&M.
oh,did i tell u i loveeeeeeeeeee h&m to bitts?
i love the design,i love the material andd the biggest factore is i LOVEEE the price..
haha..u can get a nice blouse as cheap as 3pound.gile tak?
so today damage saye adelah one silk shirt and one working trousers
which cost me 5 pound each.murahhh kan?
thats why i toldd u..
oh..hari tu saye ade bercerita tentang rumahbaru saye bukan?
skarangg..mari kite lihattt..
rumah baru saye
(urs truly pon tgk gmbar rumah sendiri atas belas ihsan makcik yang baik ati send)
haha
so,lets chek it out

1st living room

2nd living room

reading room

toilet 1

dining hall

hallway antare ruangmakan dan living room,kot.haha

kitchen

dan akhir skali,katilku yang belom diasemble.

(mentang2 owner die takde kat rumah)

haha

besar jugak la rumah nih,it has 5 room,4 toilet,2 living room,laundry room,and it has the vieww

(kate ayah ku)

haha..pastu lift rusak,mencanakkkk la mendaki tangge ke tingkat lime.

haha

sile abaikan keadaan rumah yer

baru pindah,what do u expect kan?

ngahahaha

haih...teros rindu rumah.

nak balikkkkkkk

haha

me and him

2010-01-09T23:40:00.000Z

u know,if u were my readers from the beginning this blog
when there is an emo rant,or cursing entry

there will always be one guy involved.
mohd fadzli aswan.
yeap,ONLY him.
but he also involved in the best part of my life.
i mean sometimes,he do brings the colour in my life.
but hell,as much as i hated to admit this
this little twisted thing between us
didnt bring any good.
to both of us.
ill keep hurting and he'll keep coming back.
so after 2 sick twisted years of relaltionship thats going on between us
ive decided to put a stop.
stop so that i can breathe again.
so that all the quality i have in me
will be discovered by somebody else who actually can appreaciate it.
so yes.im moving on peopleee.
im learning to let him go.and start a new chapter of my life.
yeay me!
kesahnye nih die ym.
pastu tak tentu hale kejap aku.
hahaha.
tapi dgn bantuan rakan2 dan makcik terchenta
i did it.i let him go.
but this is just the beginning of the battle.
wish me luck eh?

haih..apesal la notes interaction design nih melambak2
juling mate bace.

snowie snow birmingham

2010-01-09T00:19:00.000Z

haha..
last week birm wass full of snow
up until today la.
but now its not so beautiful as it al starting to turn into black ice
and you know it is something not fun
when u starting to jalan macam itik pulan gpetang.
haha.
and not to forget,the cursed u made all along
haiyyoh
so it is beautiful while it lasted.
so back to the story
awal pagi,dikejutkan dgn knock on my door
"zatil,its snowing heavily outside"
i tanpe ragu2 lagi got up and see it thru my windows.
subhanallah,cantik sgt.
so,i grabbed my towels and went straight up to bathroom.
and when im done, kna were saying like the kids were already outside.
wah..daku pon tanpe membuang masee..
grab my jacket,a knitted scarf and tros..
beermain di winter wonderland.
so enjoy the picture people.
but pardon my pj's.
im too excited to go out and launches the snow fight!haha

saye dan snowman buatan sendiri

my snowangel:tasya dan adib

abc anyone?

k.a.m.i

tasya dan k.long

the gorjes housewife.except for me.

haha

so..thats it.

banyak lagi sbenanye i want to ramble.

but lets just stop here

shall we.

i want u guys to share the happines of snow shower.

take care peoplee

hi 2010

2010-01-02T01:34:00.000Z

new year,new resolution
tapi dari tahun ke tahun we were talking about new year resolution
to be honest..
i dont remember having one
so when people ask me
i just made something up
just to look ordinary
ahahahaha
but this year..
i really do have one
err..not one actually
but few..

1-to grad.to grad.to grad.to grad.to grad.to grad.to grad.to grad.to grad.to grad.to grad
2-to start a new chapter in my love life.
3-to be a good servant.at least ckopkan smayang.terutama subuh.haha

well,ill add up later.
say,this morning..
my dad were acting like he is my mother
and try to buy me out to share stories about my ex
ahaha
and the funny thing iss
being schematic guy (and i actually can know my mother's way of writing)
he was not that succesfull
and my mother sells him out
haha
comelkan ayahku?
oh god!i just miss them lots.
i am blessed in having such a comel dad
and a cool mum
what more can i ask for
rite?

except for the part they wont let me go out as much when im at home
grrrrrr~
haha

christmas and boxing day

2009-12-26T01:50:00.000Z

hey peoplee
hows cuti?
mine was bloody fantastic.
currently updating from liverpool
haha
planning on spending my cash at cheshireoak this coming boxing day
tomorow that is.
how u guys spend ur christmas day?
we were just relaxing around
and having a humongous luncheon treat.
a lamb leg roast.
wuhuu
complete ng mashed potatoes,parsnip and veggied and roast potatoes
the verdict?
harus ku makan sampai ngantok2
hahaha
i dont know why
lately my body is reacting weirdly
i mean,i easily dozed off wherever i can
meje makan,couch..u name it man
evrywhere!
dah la doze off nih siap berdengkur tau
not good!
yang peliknye tu
i kinda sedar i was snoring
and people cakap2 around me
tapi aku macam diawang2ngan gituu
haha..haihh
okay..that was my quick update
in caseu guys were wondering where am i
and whats im doing
hehe..
take care peoplee!
and happy new year!

whats ur new year resolution?:p

let it snow

2009-12-18T02:04:00.000Z

yeayyyy!finally done with termm!
and now looking forward for christmast break!
hehehe
today we went out for some groceries shopping
and k.na have an interview at the hypermarket
how convinience is that?
haha..
im praying hard she'd get the job.
because she is one nice person
and org yang baik slalu dimurahkan rezki,no?
and guess what?
we went and eat nandos!
weehuuu..a little indulgence at last.
nikmatnyeee wehhhhh...ahaha
pastu nak ditambah lagi kecerian nye
its snowing!
haha..and we were cam whoring like nobody's bussiness.
it was funnnnnnnn~
but unfortunately tangkap gmbr menggunekan pepelberi
and i upload to facebook thru berry
tapi dah la camera die pon ala2 je,
pastu die pegi resize plak gambarr
harusslaaaa quality cam out of question

kgembiraan pertama : nandos

kegembiraan kedua : its snowing bebeh~

kegembiraan ketiga : cam whoring

bear with me ye
haha
so thats strike three people.
im outta here.

hurm..
feels like missing somebody
tsk tsk

10 cents from urs truly

2009-12-17T00:36:00.000Z

someone said sumthing that makes me ponder on things
that i never thot i shuld care
with a simple sentence
"kalau i kat sane,i akan enjoy abes2"
what does that meann basically?
does it mean im not socializing,then im not having a blast here?
is it because of im choosing to stay the way i am
i am not enjoying myself?
am i have to have an english boyfriend
so that i would enjoy my life more here?
yes,i admit
my life here is a lot less fun than when im doing my dip
and a whole lot more stresfull than ever
so what?
i just feel i dont belong here.
but that doesnt mean im not having fun.
so,im praying really hard,
that i will always stay the way i am
eh..terseriyes plak tibe2
haha
pagi tadi call the family
haha..how i miss them.
muchos!
i am now waiting for the new house pictures
cant wait!
nanti dah dapat i tepek2 here okek?
tomorow will be my last day at school
woot2..as for breaks,
i dont have any inticipated plan pon
cume nye next monday im going to london
teman k.na renew her pasport.
and maybe do some scauting alongside oxford road :p
oh and boxing day!
dengar2 criter ramai yang nak berkampong kat cheshire tu
haha..we'll see how
oh,and clinton were asking for his christmas present.
"iman,as for my christmas present i would like to see your pretty eyes once before we go for breaks"
lol
i would grant this old man wishes
play dres up a little bit
make someones christmas better
what harm can it done rite?
till then
taraa

at last

2009-12-12T00:02:00.003Z

huhu..
slepas been sleep deprived for dayss
noww..its timeeee for me to relax.
fuh2..keje dah submit
mintak2 semua nye okay.
today i did something yang slekeh gile okek
slekeh kaw2 punye.
pegi skolah dgn baju tido dan tidak menggosok gigi!
huwaaaaaa
gile slekeh i know
tapi biase la..berpantang maut sbelom ajal
haha
lagi stengah jam nak submit nih berposah2 siapkan lagi
fuhh
memang terbaik
balik teros mandi and makan
and went straight to work.
fuh..imagine la selepas one solid day without slep
i am still standing and writing this blog entry
clap2.
yesterday ive got one hell of a shocking news.
part of me want to believe it.
but the other part is still in doubt
i mean,i dont know what i should do
stelah smalaman seperti org gilak mengejar number phone org
i think its not appropriate plak
or better i just shut the hell out?
urghh..
tapi memang curiosity melandaa dirii nih.
oh by the way people...i am moving again.
haha..skarang i dah jadik org keyell okek.
so bley buat bonding session slepas ini.
mari babes?

okay.baju dah abes spin
ta-ra.

untitled

2009-12-10T01:12:00.002Z

woot2..
theres another week to go before we go for christmas break
hrmm..
i am freaking out actually.
i have tons of work to submit
and a project to complete during the hols
and also the examss
pfffttt..
but i guess this is the part of being a student
you're gonna miss the most.
tak larat makcik nak ngadap buku dah nih
haha
not so la..
being independent this year
it has taught me a lot
my parents were never agrees on me keje part time
besides study
tapi this year,they have no choice
tapi tu pon berbakul nasihat diorang bagi
thanks ma and pa,i know it sadden you to see ur daughter
berkerja sbg seorang cleaner yang berjaye
but i am okay actually
klaka tak,this is actually my first keje bodo2
haha..waktu lepas spm pon tak keje
and habes dip,tros keje real job.
so atleast i have something to tell my anak2
"hey,mommy's been there and done that"
gituu..wahahahaha
someone once told me,
we are what we chose to be.
dulu,i chose to be strong.
and not to care at those silly things.
because ive got a great deal of attention
my parents,and my crayyzee sibling
tapi when you're away from all that attention craze u used to have
u tend to be weak
or chose to be weak.
and how one little silly things can caused u hit rock bottom.
haha..this is only something to ponder on
i am okay guys.
no emo2.
cume kadang2 penat kene label sbg seorang yang konon2 invicible

because i am not that invicible anymore.

Update from the bed.Thanks to u,pepelberyku!

2009-12-07T21:37:00.000Z

Haih.
Baru konon2 resolves tanak whining in blog.
Tapi hati menggeletek2 mahu berkongsi rasa.
Wahh.gituu
Haha
Remember incik boyfie promised ape?
Whilst I'm doing my work,tertengok2 jgakla my handphone.
Nuthing.
Okay,fine.
2.30 am,ngantok dah ni.
Shut down evrything and climb up to my bed.
Check handphone lagi.
Nada~
Ok.I called him.
And he was like,oh sorry
Apsal xcall or msg igtkan die?
Wa saje buat hati die panas,
I said I've been waiting for that msg.
So he said,ok2 I text u.
Letakla phone.
And guess what?
not even birthday msg pon die hantar.
He send msg explaining what happen.
Duhhh~
Aku call balik
He shuts me off with a simple
“I've got some work to do nih.later babe”
Haihh.
Dah tak berkederat dah haku nak marah.
He's been busyyy like hell at work.
So when he's taking cuti on my birthday,I was imagining a solid hour or two sesi gayut.
Ntahla.its been a good 3months for us.
But I'm starting losing faith.

Bit by bit.

ps:tak jalan plak email blogger.huwa..any beryian yang mahu mengajar saye?tsk tsk

birthday girl on the loose

2009-12-07T00:01:00.004Z

fuh2..haha
lame tak lame la blog nih diabaikan
its not news flash for some of you who read my blog
hehe
sorry2
java has taken my sanity and so does the hormones
when i look back on my writing
i tend to write crap and whines a lot
this time around(work tensess and period)
so i've decided to stop writing crap when im not in a good state of mind.
wah..the senses in me has awaken up
hahah.
yeah rite.
but worry no more,
i like crapping in here.but not whining.
bak kate org tua2,its not good.
i dont know the whining part or the sighing part.
haha..see,belom ape2 lagi dah start crapping
ive told you so.
oh..as i write,its my birthday y'all!
happy birthday to me!
its the same me but 23 years older.
and we are approaching new year,2010
sigh~
its not been a good year for me.
but i'll bet the becoming year will bring more joy and happines into my life.
and also my mom.and my dad.and my family.
and somehow i miss all the good friend of mine.
kat sini seperti friendless je.
somehow distance do keep us apart.
and world is cruel.haha
nanem,alep,dila,nawar,in case u guys read this
i miss u guys
tak lupe juge pade cik izza kite.
mane u mensenyapkan diri?i miss u tho.
winter break pon takde plan.
oh,how i miss cik pinat jugak.
oh,lupe plak.
i am still waiting for the official happy-birthday-message from incik boyfie
ggrrrrr~
just so u know,for this kind of ocassion
ym doesnt count okek!
after all,he promised.
but i'll let him passed this time.
he's taking his mom to the hospital.
maybe the que or the traffic.
who knows kan?

i guess,two is better than one.
:)

oh i heart u jacob!

2009-11-21T00:00:00.002Z

woot2!
i've seen twilight saga:new moonn
saye adelah heart jacob okay!
his smothering look melts my heartt..
and u edward,urghh~no word shall describe what i've been feeling towards u
hahaha
poyo i knoww!
ari nih pegi keje pon sambil brangan2
bole?
haha..besok nak pegi stoke plak
and malam tu ade xfactor
wahhh...weekend memang waktu yang ditunggu2
i've done my laundry and kemas my bilik..
now kene iron baju for esok
were thinking of wearing a dress
hrm..we shall see
hehe
ouh..did i tell u my adik score 1a and 3 b and 1 c for his upsr?
i am so proud of u my little brotherrrr!
its only the beginning alrite?
tadi waktu tgh buat keje,melambak2 idea nak update blog
skalii,bile dah click new post..
elok plak die beransur pergii
haha..sabar je laaa haku
so till then..
more rambles and pictures to come tomoroww
haha
take care peoplee!

my day

2009-11-20T02:15:00.002Z

i had a tiring day in uni today
straight class pastu shoot straight to work
i only managed to munch oreo and 7up for my lunch
haha
the best bit about keje is,
i manage to lessen some kilos!
woot2!
hari nih my mr.alarm tak kejut
apparently his new home didn't even have coverage..
damn u rumah baru! :p
and as usual,the end of the month will always be his busy time
like sriyesly busy..
tapi being a good and supportive gf
saye memahamii
cewah..padehal smpat throw tantrums kejap
drama lebey,i know
haha
oh i miss him la
*blushing*
eh dah kelaut dah
tulah zatil,mushy2 lagi di khalayak ramai
haha..
where were we?
oh mr alarm tak kejut..but no worries
my berry were always there..
thank u pepelbery ku..kerana mu daku ke skolah pade hari ini!
weehuu~
oh despite all the tiredness,i am so welcoming the weekend
tomorow im gonna watch twilight saga:new moon!
haha..
andddd saturday insyaAllah pegi stoke-on-trent
doublee woot..
and my mom has spare me some money for pinggan-hunting and pinggan-shopping..
thank you mama
u are the best!
so have a good weekend peopleee!

saye dan pepelbery sayee! :P

l.u.c.k.y

2009-11-17T23:57:00.002Z

last week and this week has been such weeks
its like living the dead
haha
ape aku merapik nih labuu
ntahla..yang pasti i'm gonna suck it up and finish up what ive already started in the 1st place
huhu..
on the other hand
keje was like okay..
smalam macam lipas kudung okey buat keje
and the result i was sleeping like a log
tak sedar hapeee..
punye la penat
even when my-talking-alarm calls
i just hushed him with a simple ngantok-la-sigh
oh,i've got myself a new talking alarm besides my berry
haha.. :P
oh god,did i tell u my berry is one annoying gadget when it comes to alarm?
it just wont stop okeh..
and nak snooze adelah sgt tensyen..
geramm occay!
okay..habes crite berry dan alarm
tadi waktu keje
while i was doing the dishes in the pantry
clinton(my colleague),came into the office for some water and started a chat with me
he ask question about my family
and he asked me why am i still single :P
haha..and i just say something like finishing study and then baru pk pasal kawen la
and suddenly die kate
"when u found a nice malaysian guy to marry with,he sure will be one lucky man"
and i laughed him off and asked him why he told me such nice thing
and he said,he have good character judgement
when he sees the way me doing my work
and the way i bring myself
he just know that i am meant to be a good wife
and he is pretty sure i am a good daughter and sister too
and that made my day! *grin*

okay2,im not being fair here
adik2ku,sile gelak
ye,saye adelah kakak yang garangg
:D

im one happy doll

2009-11-10T00:41:00.001Z

uhuk3..
lately nih ive been very happy..
haha..
sriously sooo happy
things were just right
and my school is going okay
so im one happy doll..
tapi ive lotsa work to do..
just stating how happy i am..
thats all
take care peeps

:D

sunday,and i welcome monday

2009-11-08T23:42:00.002Z

hey everyone..
hows ur weekend?
mine is quite terrific..
except for the fact that i miss my parent so mucho..
today i went groceries shopping mania around Birmingham..
like seriously gile okek~?
i bought juice,and other things
groceries stuff u know?
and im broke..haha
tapi its okay i guess..because its essential things i need to live
so its forgivable..
oh..im so mengantok and i have labs at 10 am.
so i guess its goodnight from me girls..
nunyte and have a good day everyone!

happy weekend!

2009-11-07T21:58:00.002Z

happy weekend y'alls!
my saturday begins with a very late morning!
haha..been waking up early everyday makes it even better just lay in bed for couple more hours.
ntahla,for few days actually i have the urge of writing an entry
tapi bile nak draft kan entry tibe2 macam blur plak
boleh?
aisehh
oh ya..hari ni i went to majlis ilmu with k.na
it was fun and the food was yummylicious
andd i went there wearing a baju kurung.
woot woot!
haha..saye berase diri sungguh ayu memakai baju kurung
besok dah ahad..and there goes my weekend
trase sungguh cepat mase berlalu
and i think winter is almost in
huhu..i hate the coldness of winter
eh..tak publish lagi rupenye entry nih
ahahaa..baru lepas tgk forum pensyarah politeknik
gile twisted!
haih..malas pk.
yang penting skarang..get ur things done and get back to mlaysia
okek zatil?;)

introducinggg...

2009-11-05T22:24:00.004Z

seperti yang dijanjikan...
terimaaalaaahhh

Aston new Clan..teeheeeheh

dari kiri:hamidi,zahran(not so new la kan),and syafiq
yang perempuan jelita itu adelah mira junior kuu

okay..more info?
hamidi:buat MBA and TAKEN :P
zahran:oh takyah cite..nih sudah lapuk seperti diriku
syafiq:buat mechy and not so sure taken or tak..tapi adelah berusia 20 okey kawan2..haha
mira:pharmacy and not taken i guess..haha

oh and for the salman part..
jeng
jengggg
jenggggggggggggggggggg
here it is

pic:credit to google

the best i can get...
ahahaha
seres macam kamala dli..
korang bayangkan je laa eh?
miahahaha
untill then..
i left you with salman to imagine with...
gudday evryone!

the so not new guy

2009-10-31T01:23:00.002Z

ahahaha..
i know i owe u guys the pic and evrything
but seriously
until i can get hold of my own lappy,no pictures babes!
ill seriously upload all the piccies
LATERRR ONNN.haha
no sweat,promise!
oh god,AKHERNYAAAA
aku berjumpa salman nih
its a horrible experience
not to say the most embarrassing moment of my life
well,not most la
but i'd still put it into that list
malas panjang cite,first time i saw this mamat
"oh god..macam kamal adli!"
u guys knows how aku minat itu kamal adli selepas menonton zati dan si mawas kan
until the incident die tak approve aku kat fb
damn u kamal adli!
haha
takpe2..
berbalik kepade salman kite,oh god he IS yummilicious!
haha..buff and oh yes,he's got the height
oh no,the right word to say is
he is sure got the damn look combined in a purrrfect body.
kire kalau compare dgn salman anak teacher zaleha tu,memang kalah mati ah izza..
hahah

okay..im out for xfactor
john and edward,if u are in this week..
siaplaaaaa andaaaa!

its been a while since..

2009-10-23T22:41:00.002+01:00

its been a while since ive posted any news or rambles here
as u already guess,laptop tak helok2 lagi
tensi makcik tau..
so..whats hot and sizzling in town?
im off to norwich besok,
together with pakcik and some other friends
tadi before sign in blogger nih
bermacam2 idea..la nihhh
hampehh!
oh...skarang i loath facebook..
haha..u wanna know y?
simple:it connected people in a way that makes me jealous.
read:ramai membe nak kawen--->penyebab utama jeles..
geddit?haihh...
aku nih hegeh2 nk abeskan degree lagi nih..
tapi im not complaining..
that is ketetapan Allah..yang mane masing2 tlah ditentukn jodohnye
rite?
so,i am one happy single zatil!
teeheheee
i love u mama!
to bits!
hik3..
okay2..saya sedang memikirkan haruskah sign out blogger dan menikmati hot choc yang panas lagi menyelerakan
atau ignore hot choc yang dibancuh mira dan teruskan sesi diskusi di blog sediri?
naaaa~hot choc is too good to be ignored
so im off,people..
see you guys next time!
take caree

bz dizzy

2009-10-14T11:23:00.002+01:00

haiyoh..
pc masih tak boleh digunekan diatas sebab2 cable dvi yang ngok ngek..
laptop seperti biase,sadaqallah dah..
and i am a new cleaner in town..
ngeh2..
skarang scare rasmi nye bekerja as a cleaner in king edward
perasaan?
terharu..miahahahaha
palehotak la terharu kan..penat wehh
tapi i enjoy the surroundings..the people were nice
and in fact the working hours is not that long pon..
i love my new cycle of life..
tido awal,makan ckop hati senang..
oh lupe include study rajin..
haha
i know i hutang the-new-salman-and-aston-uni-clan entry
nak upload gambar,tapi
having the luxury of updating from the lab
it doesnt give me much option(skarang lab gedik gile,nak instal hatta adobe player pon kene mintak kebenaran helpdesk)
keji ohh..tapi takpe..
when the world gives you lemon,you make lemonade instead.
cewah..
okay..apparently im in the good mood yo
so im off checking out town..
take care guys and girls

back here..

2009-10-08T15:17:00.002+01:00

haha..
bile tgk balik previous entry..
cam siol je taip entry 4 baris..
what to do.
im a bz person once im in malaysia..
haha
now when im back in here in the far2 away land,
im having all the time in the world to ramble in this bersawang blog.
talking bout class:boringgg
haha..now that my lappy is being merajok ng aku(read:takmo idop)
i only have the pleasure of internet when im being in the school
(read:computer lab)
petang ini mahu ke tesco membuat groceries.
sangat malas.sriyes.
ade sape2 mahu tlg menggrocerieskan diri ku tak?
oh petang nih zahran ajak meet up student2 baru aston uni
apparently tahun nih aston uni mempunyai ramaiiiiiiii undergrad baru
(read:ramai=3 org dikire jama')
haha
3 org je pon
tapiii diconsider ramai okeh
di aston,undergrad melayu adelah sadis bilangan nye
from what ive been told,
its sorang perempuan(mira),dan due org lelaki(syafiq dan salman)
haha..cerita pasal salman..
izza musti gelak guling2 kalau dgr name nih.
aku nerbes gak nih..kot2 la dunie nih kecik kan
uish..kalau lah die salman yang kite maksudkan izza..
memangg jatuh jaw petale ke-8 aku petang ni wehh
whatever it is,i'll let u guys know later okay?

so much for an entry la kan zatill
take care peeps..

back here in malaysia

2009-09-09T18:00:00.001+01:00

wehuuu
at last..im here...!
so much too say,so little time
(padehal malas nak nengarang)
haha...
so
slamat hari raya people!!!!

:)